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i am the holy trinity



i predict this will be a largely benign and awkward hour, with a 80% chance of ending in relieved exhaustion, and a 20% chance of frustration, stress, and despair.
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discretionary power of another over matters of significance in my life
angry emoji with fist

i planned on it but today has turned out to be really busy at work srry T-T also this was lowkey a subtweet so i’m actually mostly fine, just overthinking a bit :)

it’s not easy at all 😭

the eternal clout ~~shark~~ puppy struggle…

i took a pic of my work monitor because trying to load the transcript on mobile makes the browser go kabloom
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kasey tapes v12, 1178-omoi

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has like four characters in like Main and the it
E:U0:1T
develops very deeply like the the interpersonal like dualistic
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relationships between people right that there's there's these web of characters and each one of them has very complex
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Dynamics between them individually and they give the characters time and space to explore those Dynamics like one-onone
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right not everything has to be in a group setting and I think that's where a lot of where the like the daunting or like the
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confusion comes about with poly stuff is that like it seems like it oh everybody you know everyone's dating everybody so
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it has to be all in a big group no that's [-| stupid like people still develop these things um diotically
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and very closely you know in in that way and I think that it handles it really
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really well and develops these many characters with not that long of a runtime like how long is this um yeah an

if only there were 100 hours of kasey quake live footage to review… discord.com/channels/131...

when she narrativizes your metaphor 😵‍💫

T-T i’ll give u lots of attention soon jade multitasking trip sometime surely

explaining an average day to a girl who can’t stop falling in love with americans:

LOL yea planning to be there in march, i’ll have kasey coach me until then so im ready



i can make it
Wednesday, February 10, 2021 + 1577 days = Friday, June 6, 2025
check willow diary logs from 5/27/23 when originally calculated
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7/23/2026 is still a fallback if i fail tho

very good as always mark, i am filled with the determination to make it through


hmmm mayhaps i was fed misinformation and lies by a certain finnish bunny

im referred to as "willow kaseycule" to distinguish



endearing karaoke to fall in love and asleep to
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cozy best friend podcast to wake up to

my skin is a lot more soft than it used to be

can’t think of a groff innuendo

if you're looking for someone to blame for all this
# diary
January 23, 2024
willow at 2:15 AM
screenshot of messages from cass (kasey) at 22:23
everything is making sense now
babe
stirner
im unmonogamy pilled
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do nothing, win
max stirner scribble

hell yea, im pretty sure you said the same thing last time yay ty mary :>

i stg i had your manga tracker at one point but i can’t find it anywhere in my bookmarks T-T

i’m really glad some of you have alts now

there is a degree of sleeplessness, of rumination, of the historical sense, which is harmful and ultimately fatal to the living thing
Untimely Meditations, Nietzsche, pg. 62

In the case of the smallest or of the greatest happiness, however, it is always the same thing that makes happiness happiness: the ability to forget or, expressed in more scholarly fashion, the capacity to feel unhistorically during its duration. He who cannot sink down on the threshold of the moment and forget all the past, who cannot stand balanced like a goddess of victory without growing dizzy and afraid, will never know what happiness is -worse, he will never do anything to make others happy. Imagine the extremest possible example of a man who did not possess the power of forgetting at all and who was thus condemned to see everywhere a state of becoming: such a man would no longer believe in his own being, would no longer believe in himself, would see everything flowing asunder in moving points and would lose himself in this stream of becoming: like a true pupil of Heraclitus, he would in the end hardly dare to raise his finger. Forgetting is essential to action of any kind,

okay this is pretty true but its such a funny word. works better uncut

let me know if you need help from a guy on the inside >:3

yeah everyone keeps telling me to be, in fairness to myself ive historically been too obsessively focused with one individual and this time around its rather different. feels like something i have to go through rather than around in any case

hmmm i think i feel wrung out. similar to when i started talking kasey again and that was my main hobby. i talked too much without having independent novel experiences.
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the room is filling with carbon dioxide the more i breathe and i need some fresh air soon. i’m becoming increasingly sick of myself - the escaping words feel uninspired and disagreeable, and im frustrated with myself for having no others.


sometimes i feel rather exposed and fragile
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that’s not surprising but my reaction of revulsion of loathing of my self is notable i suppose


it’s more of an indictment of my ED that you can’t tell the difference 😭

i have never been to the gym in my life (i was just anorexic in 2017)

me too, i’d still let him fuck me tho

got a haircut
jk this is me from april 2017
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noooo this was bait mark i didn’t actually get a haircut i don’t deserve the label 😭😭😭