i predict this will be a largely benign and awkward hour, with a 80% chance of ending in relieved exhaustion, and a 20% chance of frustration, stress, and despair.
i planned on it but today has turned out to be really busy at work srry T-T
also this was lowkey a subtweet so i’m actually mostly fine, just overthinking a bit :)
yeah everyone keeps telling me to be, in fairness to myself ive historically been too obsessively focused with one individual and this time around its rather different. feels like something i have to go through rather than around in any case
hmmm i think i feel wrung out. similar to when i started talking kasey again and that was my main hobby. i talked too much without having independent novel experiences.
the room is filling with carbon dioxide the more i breathe and i need some fresh air soon. i’m becoming increasingly sick of myself - the escaping words feel uninspired and disagreeable, and im frustrated with myself for having no others.