i really suck at asking for help

i’m cashing in on so much good will today 😭 getting a lot of “we love you so it’s okay you fucked up”

when my mobile browser gets to around 80 tabs i know its time to close all the pdsls i have open

omg same

emmm… prolly hold ur hand or smthn >.<

followed by hot steamy sex

wow we should put our compatibility to good use

there’s always a kasey tape

that’s really cool

twinning

i'd talk to u if we were irls

this would be such a good banner

yea you have my permission, but i’m keeping an eye on you…

yeah that’s what i kinda mean too, like if im dwelling on a theme it likely is at least somewhat related to the rest of my relationships

THIS IS NOT ABOUT YOU AAAA

well maybe it is, if it works it works

dude i’m so fucking jehdhdbnsjajsjzjxnxnsbbabsjsjsjshbsbxbdksoskdnjsnsbxhcucbnsbshsbdbdhendnskoakqnsndjsjwndusndnfhdjwnjdjdnenwjdndnejnenfjfiflspqpqldnnxmaoqksndjisjdjfiwkkwnfjdnsoqpqpjdhfnfbusjandjdisknwjdidksnhduwjqndjfijdnfjkewkpwpdodjndnwbeurjndhwiwndnfujwjwnfjfnngjdjwjjejdjfjfjfjjenwjwoqpidjfhf

it’s like actually fairly frustrating lmao, and why i’m tempted to threadgate some things. to be blunt i really don’t care that much about your opinion if you’re shooting from the hip and reading so literally and uncontextually. like it’s so clearly a speech-act too pls im crying

its not universal, some ppl kinda engage cool. i just really wish the pressure of the proposition didn’t loom so large. because at that point its not even an objection, youve missed the language game entirely

it’s hard because i’m also not really looking for alternative dogmas to come bite at me either. there’s like a whole meta game of appropriate philosophical engagement and that can’t really be an explicit discussion in this space

i like talking with my friends it’s just disappointing when it feels like we decide to go play-doh mode. i’ll repeat again tho that some people “get it” to an extent and worth engaging with

please stop opening tickets lmfao

mhm absolutely, this was not meant to imply that feelings are uncultivable, unquestionable, or the only good to consider - just that their fleeting nature might make them all the more valuable, rather than being a reason to disregard absent an overwriting reason

(and my subskeet indicates that i have different reasons that i consider properly overwriting 🙂)

the language is rather stiff here, but i really mean something more like trust and indulgence can cohabitate, provided one has the right model of trust

microblogging interpretative quality would be improved if more familiarized themselves with aphorism as form

feelings [can] fade over time, and that’s why you should greedily indulge and not leave them to waste

threadgate me again hoe

nah that one is cringe and anti-cheating-pilled

this reads like a @doesnthavegarg.bsky.social skeet

has someone made “The Art of Sharing Lovers” but cute and gay instead of soy and cringe

i was just trying to follow your script !

> what’s it like living with kasey? oh yknow, just hearing “help!! i’ve just contracted garg!!” in the other room at random intervals

i’ve got the other ones on lock, rule 9 is just a sneaky little guy

rule 1 came free with my cambridge contextualism subscription

u should try it

it’s literally never not rule 9 man.

gm claire, you’re unbelievably important to me

woke up from a nap to gifts from very important people, i am so blessed.

thank you for helping me survive

real ones know

not spiraling but still defeated

i thought about it more and i think it has less to do with recency and more to do with juxtaposed rapidity

put another way, it’s not an issue of indeterminacy but rather several all-too-determinate relations that sit uncomfortably for me to simultaneously occupy. i think this is partially due to various misconceptions i have yet to correct, and also the inappropriate narrowness i prescribe myself

but like, it’s sooooo nbd blawg

anyway i’m deleting above i just needed to think that out