oops i talked to too many people and broke my brain again, i'm too attached to it

blegh i should shower to refresh my mind

hope julie is alright, we kinda go quiet when discourse pops up

today was kind of a more gummy, weighed down day. less springy. that being said tho its cool i kinda now have to tools and ability to realize (i.e. produce) things on a whim, even things i've wanted for some time

very grateful to jonas always

would like to return the favor someday, not sure what that would look like and im not gonna sweat it for now

getting on e has significantly changed how i think about politics

interestingly in the direction of classically conservative thought and further away from residual enlightenment rationalism

this is another way of saying i think i've been humbled a lot more at this point. it might be too much to say i have humility yet though

§56

a concept reveals to us its being, being is revealing itself through our engagement with the concept. the concept is not related to the being in an arbitrary way, but in a necessary way

69 basically summarizes what ive been talking about for a bit on ineffability. again just going to repeat that now feels like a better time for this once i have practically felt the painful limits of that. originally it was kinda just "ok ok yea sure you're giving the standard philosophy line"

kasey and i regularly just say it out loud back and forth to one another as a stim

wow apple speech recognition sucks

oops double linked the same thing bsky.app/profile/temu...

@dreary.dev has 92 collections in their repo ^-^

my bluesky account is kinda like this

oh nice you ended up getting them, what do you think?

its a whole genre of post thats like "pbc did evil and my main takeaway is its awesome that theoretically someone could do something to avoid it"

dont wanna go fishing for examples but pbc employees do this too and its just kinda wacky

not really applicable to the immediate example, although part of what i was getting at anyway was not placing specific emphasis on agency (hence lazy 'evil' [which i suppose is actually counterintuitive]). ig it's more like "pbc can do no wrong and if it can then its ok bc le decentralize (gesture)"

a glorbo STOLE my feed

ideal conditions has officially surpassed burger security, long gif, moderation discourse, and mary pds

@dreary.dev has 92 collections in their repo ^-^

ew i very much dislike ai pfps

behold the ideal parental relationship: quarterly wellness checks

they're calling her the greatest dismissive/avoidant puppy in the whole wide world

hm i feel lightheaded, i should probably be eating something more substantial but i dont wanna

you don’t need a separate appview (in this case)

!! hell yea

wouldn’t wanna overwhelm you but tree tabs are cool too

kasey came home drunk and sexually assaulted me cutely

love her

i didn't appreciate it very much at the time, but my course with emily fletcher was pretty great for exposing me to a lot of contemporary feminist philosophy that i regularly think about. it was far too analytical and anglophone-influenced but having the entry point was still really valuable

the syllabus doesn't speak my language by it engages my emotional faculties in the right way and is oriented around interesting concepts, even if it asks the wrong questions and gives worse answers

that really fucking pissed me off bsky.app/profile/did:... fuck you. bsky.app/profile/did:... bsky.app/profile/did:...

i might be more upset about the fact that it is an instantiation of such a revolting thought pattern than the personal slight itself

fucking malignant and pernicious to even have that disposition in you

maybe i shouldn't have given the /nbh disclaimer because it does have wider applicability but whatever

honestly, i'm fucking angry that my friends' anger is dismissed, and i'm disgusted that anger as such is deemed categorically inappropriate as a reaction

this is affective injustice btw, if you're into describing things that way

@ nobody here, just some repugnant interaction i had the displeasure of viewing earlier

unfortunate, i gained a follower

sched: ~40§ / week. 1-2 vids / weekday.

i think i have at some points been a despiser of scientific pomposity and scientific procedure of all kinds. safer heuristic when you've been burned but it's time to move past the trauma

Instead of entering into the immanent content of the thing, it is forever surveying the whole and standing above the particu­lar existence of which it is speaking, i.e. it does not see it at all.

break again. §56

i have to say i love the tension though

i also like that, in part because it's smaller, the pace of things is slower. there's more time to meditate on the discussion and having that pervade the air one breathes is pretty beneficial for progress