now deleted

god that really hit though, so raw

it hit both for the bar itself but also in the context of the meaning of that post and my recent life, like post-willow has been feeling more actual but less thought about. the asexuality interpretation fits too tho lol

also *practically* actual

as in like both the practicality sense and the “roughly, not quite there” sense which makes “become” (past tense) even more crazy

incredible post all around. i made lots of sense of it

i don’t know if i should be approaching hegel so personally, as so down to earth and practically concerned, but it’s just so exciting

reposting for Practically Actual because that’s metal asf

developers are so cool, i wanna reply to emails in one barely grammatical sentence like them

emc2 takes like 3 hours to update itself

started §90 and made it through sense certainty

don’t have much to say, this too is recap

i should write something about the significance of the similarities between the cyclical processes of schizoid compromises in psychology and problematic situations in pragmatism and what they can learn from one another

this post is that writing

the cancelled ollie visit is still marked on my calendar and it makes me choke up every time i see it

i haven’t cried in a while, nice to know my heart still has weak spots

bring back at work feels very strange and uneasy

do you think it’s bad to park your car on an incline every day

my eyes are looking a lot better, dots are smaller and much less red. hopeful that they will be cleared up after the next two sessions. eyelashes got a lil zapped but that’s the cost of doing business

i had to learn this lesson the hard way, my engagement with bsky changed so much for the better after disabling notifs

chat is this rizz

ngl i think bell hooks is mega mega mid

+1 for kara no shojo

next vn? 1️⃣ chaos;head noah 2️⃣ kara no shojo 📊 Show results

sob (also i imagine reply poll results are still borked)

you and @kasey.cafe

(milk is her cat)

as an (unfortunate) destiny historian i feel obligated to mention that that specific image is photoshopped, but yea pretty much

faggot dot cat we can say it together

i like playing atproto

83 is hard for me. i think i can see what is being said but im not sure if it actually solves anything

wrapping up today at the end of the introduction. §90 next time

@kasey.cafe has 22 collections in their repo ^-^

@dreary.dev has 92 collections in their repo ^-^

oh huh i wonder if some of the unease is that i hadn't been supplementing experience with relatable autism, like i haven't listened to dotes in a bit

worried about what that means when i do properly finish their vids. its comforting for someone to express so frankly the things they feel

everyone is more articulate than me and i love them all

highkey pretty humiliating to have a digital record stretching back to versions of myself i don't really like

and that includes like, 6 hours ago at any given moment

kasey is so cool

proud to be the only joyfriend that made it

i can already tell this was a great fucking idea man

one of these days i’m gonna turn on sound in overwatch and ill win some games

shoulda washed my blanked today

you are becoming increasingly incomprehensible darling

i miss futur

i have no creative use for guilt

contributed too much, gotta grill