found this gem in recordings i hadn't edited yet

it's amazing how a sequence of notes can induce such vivid recollections of overwhelming, all-consuming, giddy, messy, dazzling, maddening emotions and bring them to life once more

yes this related to kasey (this time!) but its not because i like her or anything

“[irl_name], you’re not eating?” is probably my least favorite sentence in the english language

“my oldest is 27 and my youngest is 6” 0_o

this was supposed to be half joking but literally i’m trapped in a room with these guys and they’re legitimately talking about their children that are 5 years older than me

okay look i’ve had a lot of dumb people in my replies lately…. politics always brings out the room temp iq posters

AY HOLDUP

found it

*yandere-coded admiration

*tactical reconnaissance

chat can we pull up that one time kasey @‘d the bot that checked the percentage of replies she liked

this is pre-willow lore i acquired while sleuthing

yearning for a slob-pilled metrosexual

would have finished a bit sooner if i wasn't chatting with cute grills in my mentions

i gave my citations!! none of which were rorty!! you would never catch him saying that shit smh

maybe it's just a tempermental difference in ambition or maybe it's a philosophical discrepancy, but rorty would basically say we need new vocabulary to even begin to reject existing conceptions. i can imagine geuss responding that this might overestimate one's ability to jump over their own shadow

although i also think it very much depends on how the positions are applied contextually and in how strong of a sense each mean their claims

god these lectures are so good. like imagine if we had real patriots (adornians) in the DSA (they would no longer be in the DSA)

"In other words, if you were to press me to follow the example of the Ancients and make a list of the cardinal virtues, I would probably respond cryptically by saying that I could think of nothing except for modesty. We must have a conscience, but may not insist on our own conscience."

you'd like his discussion of guilt meow

its funny bc you can just own things and not be a crybaby grandstander narcissist about it. everyday violence and your complicity in it are banal - it would be more scandalous if the oppressive world-system you supposedly oppose left any nook free from stain.

the people under your boot don't care that you're having some deep inner turmoil about the affair. making yourself the center of attention is functionally identical to pathetically cowering from the uncomfortability of the truth. have enough humility and self-respect and live with the tension.

i’m gonna strangle my officemate blow your nose dude pls stop snorting it’s so disgusting

tuesday is going to be my 9/11

the concept of a business dinner is an affront to god (me)

you have no idea how much my parents are clambering to get to know you - any given day they would drop all their plans to meet you again lol.

it’s really just a matter of how frequently i offer, and i kinda just don’t enjoy being around them much. but it seems significant to you so we’ll do it more often

i'm really fucking irritated

and terrible at everything :D

it has been confirmed yet again: most retarded man on the planet :) unfathomably incompetent and ineffectual

im so bad at this shit man LMAO

kinda fun tho ig, and it's mostly selfish so idrc. longing for a era where i had ample disposable time to pursue worthless amateur passion projects

forgot how painful audiobooking can be voca.ro/1jRoRfNDe9Qf

she just loves taking up 75% of the bed, sticking her elbow in my face, and shoving me into drywall while i sleep nvm go back to the tents

:P i love her sm

y’all have no idea how hard it was to sleep at night knowing her only allies were fucking hasan viewers 💀

aaaa ily22 meow meow

this never stops being true

i’m not that guy!!! reee

always so narcissistic, not everything is abt u (this however, is)

i’m just that predictable huh

you’re the only one that gets me 🥺 (first read as /hj, then as /gen)

i need something in my bio like “assume all posts are /s unless accompanied by a citation, and even then don’t be too sure”

life is hard for anti-liberal liberal ironists who also have several diagnosed mental disorders and a fat ass😔

i’m bravely throwing the cops/fash off her trail by lying on the internet (i am brilliant and revolutionary)

how did this take 3 attempts to get right my brain is so cooked