i can’t enjoy music anymore. my existence is dull and bleak.

i’ve become numb and blurry, perpetually propelled, always in motion. anxiety is no longer relevant, depression is incapable of being indulged in. every protest is worthless, i will always yield. i am powerless but dreadfully do not have the luxury of being worthless. bound to normality, evermore.

i am filled with contempt for what i have become

my largest attack vector is a fork maintained by one guy of the worse engine and only 6 months out of date what’s the issue

surrounded by girls infested with hitler particles 😔

bash scripting on the clock don’t tell bossman

death, taxes, and mid white boys bagging 10/10s

i think it's good to remind myself how relatively new i am to more technical things - especially considering it's all been self-taught side-interest ofc it's good not to be complacent but it's easy for me to feel like i'm really incompetent (which i am, but the limited time puts it in context ig)

meow :3

i mean if you're going to steal my girl you better know how to tame her properly

🥵 robbed and cucked by a frog 🥵

"n-no!! that's too many tabs!! you're hurting her!! oh, and i guess my gf too"

fun fact this install is basically the one i started with, hence the 3.5k random packages (there was a brief disastrous stint with manjaro before mint, but we won't talk about that) new hardware tho as of last week :3

there is no rational justification - it yearns to be used

mogged by bloat

my ration of a few hours of low-energy low-focus time is complete for the night :( let's see if tomorrow i'm lucky enough to even get that :D

Man ceased to be master of time, for time, being now free to pass by independently or man and events, established its tyranny, to which men are constrained to submit.

lol i swapped to my discord alt and the last thing i had queued in this channel was a banger

the presentation here is somewhat muddled, especially where i place the blame. i just mean to say that because of the standard set by companies that don’t allow customization, it’s not even something people can imagine doing. so only techies have it on their radar as a possibility

there’s so much lost potential with monotonous and locked down computing like imagine the rices we would see if neckbearding wasn’t a pre-requisite

ai art discourse is manufactured to distract artists and keep them from installing linux 🗣️🗣️🗣️

girl who becomes an anti-liberal bc she has a noncon fetish

i hate consent i hate boundaries i hate neoliberal flattening of everything to preference i hate the naturalization of obligation i hate tolerance i hate conflict avoidance and the cowardice that desires consensus. the ideal of voluntariness in class society is a disgusting farce.

this is 3 months old and seeing it filled me with anger all over again lmfao

i hadn’t done tech project stuff for a while and it’s rly comf to come back just wish i had any time to continue work on them

such a good chapter

i haven't had an interesting thought for over a year

omg twinninggg we have so much in common (with straight edge rizz)

we’re total fucking failures at being total fucking losers :(

oh yea this was my atproto hackerspace stim toy github.com/DrearyWillow...

i’m watching the finkelstein debate and lex keeps going “i know you’re all historians but can we stop talking about history pls” it’s so funny

passed by a conference room with “stereotypes” on a powerpoint slide and two dozen white people talking to each other big things are happening i’m sure

i’m white liberals in this picture (against white liberals)

use of “disrespectful” by parents (and adults more broadly) is one of the most disgusting things “you did not cower in deference to the authority bestowed to me by the institutions of the Family, Patriarchy, Capital, and State; now suffer.” any minor embarrassment or hit to ego will do the trick☺️

chat she doesn't know about print to pdf omg

did you know that if some moron put their idiotic ideas into pdf format you should automatically take them Extremely Seriously

“[insert white streamer] the type of guy to [insert thing white guys do]” has got to be one of my favorite bits

mine is currently underneath a table beside my couch (similarly god tier)

slowly becoming my wife (stashing spare monitors at random locations across my apartment)

omg girls i just got ma’am’d at the store

i got so blushy and my voice got all soft and high and when i got back to my car i cried

i could not be boymoding harder how does this happen

i’m starting to think the whole femboy erasure thing has some merit guys will literally see a moderately faggy dude and call her a woman (i’m not complaining this is based)

liberal infighting is so funny rightfully criticizing liberal sheepishness around sex and bodily self-determination but their critiques are couched in the dusty, decrepit, implausible ruins of anti-paternalism, human rights, and equality “you’re a TARL” dawg be serious

“With the masts broken off, the timbers sprung, the seas washing over the deck, and all hands lost overboard, some philosophers, clinging to bits of wreckage bobbing up and down in the swell, have still tried heroically to claim that the ship really is afloat, on course, and making headway.”

> Only commitment to respect can combat the epistemology of suspicion.