this used to be one of my favorite things abt running a channel, tracking down sources of things for ppl in comments. but yt makes it so miserable. beyond hiding comments w links, i’ve gotten multiple strikes for linking out to other websites in description. its just not fun anymore.

REM sleep terrorist succubus extracting my vitality one gulp at a time

i wish i could upload audio here

i’m just a little shroom virgin >~<

yeah it’s the whole 12 hours in between when you’re stuck in an ego death thought loop i’m worried about

i just wanna play off tank :(

hoplite battle royale adorno lecture nuero-sama denpa vlog overwatch clipdump linux FOSS news northernlion did you see this tweet

i can confidently say i’d be the worst tripsitter of all time

and then the week after we can have sex on mdma

that would go so poorly i think i’d hate it

ok yes but counterargument: wujek goes hard

*glomps u*

all the US standards suck ass like dates are so confusing yyyy-mm-dd is my fave order bc it’s nice for sorting

i don’t think we’re gonna be able to get out of this one chat

drugs not hugs, i don’t wanna love i just wanna puff, baby i just wanna puff

i will read the cmake manpage as your eulogy

nope that would take 3 kilojoules of energy

you’re so wrong you have no idea (i go to the gui software manager and select the flatpak i’m looking for) i bet you feel stupid now, huh

how did you make pfp into a homework assignment for me

I DO ALL THE TIME (i don’t have the aur so i don’t have a choice lmao)

I KNOW but reading names is harrrrrdd pfp is neuron associate

i’ve accepted my niche as the mint user so i can feel superior to windows users without actually having to learn anything unless i want to :>

i was about to send this to you before realizing it was you that posted it pfp confusion >.>

unrelated but when is bsky adding a dislike button?

tim henson is really hot but polyphia is so mid garbage

we finally got tabs in our file manager :o come play candy crush >:)

i feel like i’m not allowed to have an opinion considering i haven’t daily driven win11 in any context but when people show their screen i feel like i can instantly tell the difference even she instantly was like “oh my start menu doesn’t look like that at all, guess not” when shown

"my computer has been freezing all day too!" "mhm, are you using windows 11?" "psh.. uh.. i don't know.. how would i check?" gurl you work in tech support 😭 we’re ngmi

i was in a surprisingly good mood all day today even tho i spent nearly 10 hours in office

i’m worry about systematically misrepresenting my state of being and leaving a record that conveys an inapt representation of my emotional temperament

as hegel says, “in history, times of happiness are empty pages”, and i find this to be true when reflecting on what i post here. this time around the depression cycle i’ve been feeling mostly tame, interrupted by acute bursts of pain that i feel compelled to capture.

okay it’s happening again i’m gonna go for a walk this is genuinely revolting

it’s dramatic but it’s one of the main reasons i liked saya so much bc it feels like it described the visceral repulsiveness i felt existing around others

self-reflexive; run wild, young beauty

Enjoyment is taken out of work itself, and the worker in his turn becomes a 'clock-watcher', concerned only when he will be able to escape to the scanty and monotonous leisure of industrial society, in which he 'kills time' by

cramming in as much time-scheduled and mechanised enjoyment of cinema, radio and newspapers as his wage packet and his tiredness allow. Complete liberty implies freedom from the tyranny of abstractions as well as from the rule of men.

mitski x posthumous hella sketchy collab

ok but fr i feel like shit but i’m looking flames goddamn what an odd mood this is

we’re a big tent here, just pick up a binge ED :)

this isn’t funny im just being weird, i should log off sorry

recruitment failed… at this rate the ED pyramid scheme society is going to kick me out in no time

me 2 oh-em-gee :3 wanna sit in the dark and starve 2gether

the eating disorder neural pathways are well-trodden :) idk im also just a sensory baby bitch

the next time i have to listen to a human chew on food i am going to stab them and then myself

i’m so stressed i’m gna cry

damn i’m cute now tho lol

yeah, i just have been over-exerting myself again lately but it feels hard not to when i have so little discretionary time i’ll be fine i’m sure

meh i’m volatile and tired. i’m watching old video diaries and i was so creative and passionate, and my voice was so bright.