i wish i had access to manuscripts of The Idea of a Critical Theory. Geuss said somewhere that it was endlessly revised and lost a significant amount of length, and it certainly would have benefitted from a less dense presentation

for that matter, i wish we had more historiographical resources for all people, not just philosophers, not just The Important Philosophers. obvious political concerns abound with the implementation of this, but it would be incredibly enlightening

this is part of why i’m so keen on transparently presenting my experiences and interactions to others. if they are so inclined as to be interested, i’d like to offer the tools for them to engage. archival to enable historical insight is one of my most prominent values

if it were possible to strip out all identifiable information (and not reflexively influence future interactions), i’d periodically publically post all my chat logs. i’d like to give password manager access to someone trusted when i die so anyone could see whatever they’d like

not because i think im particularly interesting or important, but for precisely the opposite reason. i am profound in my mundanity.

ive encroached my way into the inner circle this time ( ◡‿◡ )♡

i want my drives back i miss my computer

it’s piggybacking on functionality designed for developers to load apps for testing purposes

fwiw i use altstore + uYouPlus on non-jailbroken ios (tho it’s annoying bc you have to refresh the apps every 7 days with a windows server)

my sideloaded yt app lets me customize the bar and it was the first thing i removed lol

awwwe ily that’s cute

yea yea we get it ur a math major, we’ve all read enough nietzsche not to believe in absolute origins ur not special

remember when you called me a normie for reading bg&e while role playing as u for attendance

you should know at this point that i have never had an original thought and every post i make just has varying levels of obscured attribution

i stole it from twitter don’t hate me T-T

WHEN DID IT GET SO BIG??

@futanari.tentacle.expert this is my mental model of europe

grr that sounds rly cute i thought it would be one gimmick too many for a first vn but its adorbz

yeaaa but not the trashy melodrama omegaverse we’ve come to know and love

if you made a renpy vn id much prefer it be cass smut

twink feurbach having stirner seeds spilling out of him… 😵‍💫 (this pleases my ego🤤)

my need to imagine 19th century german philosophers having sex with each other has now been met wow thanks babe

me stroking kant’s chest after he wrote the *critique* of pure reason: … who hurt u…. how can i help meet ur needs

rosenberg.. why i oughta

my most masc presentations happen in spaces where i’m extremely uncomfortable, and my most fem experiences have been when i feel comfortable enough to be extremely vulnerable

i think this says less about my identity and more about how thoroughly gendered our concepts of vulnerability and coarseness are

i’ve gotta write that nvc blog post soon (pink highlight is the really important part)

oh my god i’m crying

thank u i love u

i love you so much eeee i wanna run to come see u rn

translation: you cannot be off tank because there is no off tank anymore (sad) they don’t need an off tank anyway; i played mei most maps because brawl compositions were the only thing we could get to work (it tends to overcome individual player skill deficit)

my ow twt feed is so much more faggy and so much more girly was i just more queer back then or are gamers just gay?

the real answer: twitter played a not insignificant role in me exploring my gender and sexuality at the time, and elsewhere i felt very locked into a male identity

off takn died 🥲🥲🥲 i was mostly mei bot bc the team was so bad we could only play rush

oh yea hahaha :) old scrim clips with the boyz 🤙

for someone who dedicated so much time and effort to overwatch i sure was bad at it watching the few sparse clips i have is actually pretty embarrassing lol vod review more pussy

ig we’re ow posting today for some reason

while we’re on twitch let’s grab dms from half a decade ago

i don’t really wanna play for my work ow team

obv the game itself but the people aren’t that enjoyable either and it makes me miss real competition

my voice is so deep rn woah

gimme 50ccs of estrogen stat @kasey.cafe

eggy cis guy boymoding at work to protect herself (me)

you have to stop deleting replies reeeeee

then stop deleting things so i don’t have to try to recreate from memory!!! and im not letting you touch my vulva

has anyone published a quantitative paper in an applied ethics journal on AITA posts yet

it would be better undertaken from an anthropology/sociology POV but i think the misapplied lens would be interesting

like there just aren’t proper team fights anymore it’s so sad no staging no intricate space management no contestation required cooldown cycle awareness has dropped tremendously the stakes feel so low, the level of freedom is precisely the reason it feels so stultifying fuck 5v5

i could see people disagree with space management/contestation but the thing is: the pace of fights is so fast now, like the entire concept of tempo has been removed. there is no give and take, no trading resources. you either use your cds and win, take the duel and win, or you lose. it’s boring.

it’s a little pathetic to still care but it feels like my ability to problem solve in one of the most rewarding ways has been taken from me. it’ll always hold a special place in my heart for a number of reasons, and it’s crushing that i’ll never experience it again.