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also it’s kinda just not apt here i feel. it kinda implies that it’s over now, but most ppl at least semi-frequently have to deal with lingering things or relapses
one time i got doordash and they got lost, sent me a pic of the food in the middle of some road, and marked the order complete
nah it’s fine i’m being counterintuitive. i imagine for most, anxiety is a frustrating hindrance; ig for me it’s a way to protect me from a well-adjusted version of myself. i want to be completely useless and quiet, and im now preventing myself from that
my anxiety was a lovely thing at keeping me from developing these desires in the first place, and now that it has subsided i am an empty, unintelligent disappointment.
as a second order matter, i don’t want to want to interact with others. i want to want to sit in my room and observe and create on my own terms, without the embarrassment that the person piloting my body subjects me to. maybe ill ready for humans later, but its mismatched for now.
i cried on my first day of work when i had to press send on a boilerplate email to 5 people
and now i just send off nonsense in group chats and in replies and dms
what a terrible regression
(tho outlook i keep in a scheduled summary so i don’t ever really see them, it’s just useful for previews) still fucked up how much shit is for work tho
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1 repliesokay so rules so far:
- last @ has to be the end of a line
- first @ has to be preceded by special character and a space
- middle character has to be some subset of special characters
1 repliesokay i thought it was the second guy that was droopy but now im actually convinced its the initial @ that’s just high
1 repliesheh yea i gotchu, im sure its plenty cute, i don’t remember if i heard a vocaroo b4
nah it’s cool, i don’t mind green bubbles so you should give me ur number :)
r u android? another isolation hmmmmge
rina dance…. awesome….
oh as in like, you described those as bad things but i’m into them
heh
if you click into it all the way (and you’re on ios(? mobile?) the face is droopy. i haven’t figured out why yet but it seems like it has to be preceded by certain special chars
i’m gonna keep doing this bug until i figure it out
you won't get my kids this time mr. biebler
tho this is probably less true now, my personality has softened a bit and i've become more social
still doesn't come naturally to me tho
rare tunes u dig
in terms of proper vns i went saya -> subahibi
i never got around to finishing it bc labor :c