i can’t fucking believe it

it’s so wild that yt encourages ssniperwolf tier content

both are fine morally speaking obviously, IP is a fuck. clip concat channels are fine actually and it’s silly to force them to being reaction channels

tho i suppose this is just a monetization issue and idrc unless the vids themselves are unaccessible (which it seems like they are in this case)

the hidden teleology of pop music is to be re-appropriated by soundcloud producers with 3 digit view count tracks that dwarf the original’s sublimity

okay so it turns out cuts with a real razor heal much faster than cuts from the repurposed pencil sharpener i used that one time

search engine optimization = bad

lmao i’m so out of it, i just came to a complete stop at a solid green light

it took me getting passed by another car at 60mph to realize i was doing something wrong

pls stop extending your song by repeating a portion of it sped up or slowed down

leave something for those poor nightcore channels or edgy little slowed reverb guys to do

somewhere between a daughter and a dog

woo! yeah! woo! yeah! woo! yeah! boom chck boom boom chk think break

citation is fine, credit is cringe

linux mint bf x i3 gaps arch gf

“it’s hyprland anon” 🙄🙄🙄 girl i use cinnamon, does it look like i understand the difference

my daily workload could be completed in 20 minutes by someone with half the median knowledge for my application

sorry mom i can’t make it this year, i have a christmas edate planned

in an attempt to be helpful, i frequently offer coworkers the option to use my laptop directly when i have access they don’t, but then i forget i have an incredibly personalized setup and they just get confused

no lies detected

i think taking primarily philosophy courses ruined my brain forever on how to deal with listening to presentations. i maintain this skeptical and suspended attitude, like it’s a thought experiment or hypothetical. i’m always shocked when the information is applicable in a direct context.

it is monday but i am determined not to have a mental health crisis tonight (brave) (inspiring) (😌)

shout out to all my homies still remixing and sampling the chobits op, i love yinz

i'm fairly certain the first time i heard the song was Discandy's I Love You in 2015, and since then i've listened to countless other versions. Round Table did a fantastic job, it's so hard to fuck it up that nearly all of them sound good.

I only finally got around to watching the actual anime this year, but the ost has had such a significant impact on my life beyond that ^-^

literally schizo

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i'm just trying to listen to waqs man

i'm not sure if it would be more sad if this was just ineffectual virtue signalling of if there are actually people that would find this in any way helpful

me finding a new music genre: omg its so kewl! so much music all in the same style, how convenient :) me after getting familiar with a genre: i hate genres i hate categories i hate conception abolish language i am the antichrist

it’s fun when my narcissism is stronger than my dys(phor/morph)ia phenomenologically repulsive, corporeally elegant

it feels great to solve an issue you’ve been working on for a week and realize the only thing you’ve accomplished is to strengthen the enforcement arm of capital 🙂

i don’t care if your worker productivity report doesn’t work!!!! let them be lazy

in some ways it’s interesting since it goes to show that the proletariat is not homogeneous and that our immediate interests run contrary to one another. this is where the concept of solidarity can emerge as significant.

not that that has any reasonable chance of happening here - but conceptually those are the preconditions

the gulf between social interaction that drains me, saps me of life, requires subsequent recovery and that which invigorates, fulfills, injects with vitality, and feels like home is vast and palpable. it’s not merely a matter of enjoyment, it feels a qualitatively distinct mode of experience.

i’m not sure how fleeting this will be, but i’m going to cherish it while it’s around. the latter mode is so rare for me that i frequently distrust its possibility; i’m glad to be proven mistaken.

and it’s certainly possible retrospectively i’ll view this as naive, that it was draining me in some way, and i was just ignoring it because of the adrenaline rush. i’ll keep an eye on things, and should emphasize that i’m aware this isn’t a replacement for the immense value i find in being alone.

“Here and there on earth there is probably a kind of continuation of love in which this greedy desire of two people for each other gives way to a new desire and greed, a shared higher thirst for an ideal above them. But who knows such love? Who has experienced it? Its true name is friendship.”

to be more explicit about this point: i can be exhausted by something i enjoy and fulfilled by something that makes me feel miserable in the moment. it’s an independent variable.

this is an odd thing to say given my recent behaviors, but i think i'm actually at the mentally healthiest i've been in a long long time

excel makes me want to never use a computer again

you can always start with baby steps and add more later :)

girls will really download github projects, struggle with wine prefixes, give up and switch operating systems, transfer files to hard drives with mutually compatible file formats, and create their own cover art before checking the description to see if an instrumental version already exists

this isn't about me it's just a general trend i've noticed among women

online is p alright bc i can just log off or switch activities; my engagement is pretty voluntary and the masks are ones i’ve at least been interested in generating at some point. this was mostly targeted at a work context

anguish and heartbreak, these are really weird emotions to be having for this context

it’s incredibly stressful, disorienting, scary to rapidly shift between radically different identity masks, especially when this one has thorns inside and i’m coerced into putting it on

surprise: it was a secret third thing