i think i wanna try hegel again

wow this game is really boring as a hand stim, maybe time for 2 week minecraft arc?

weird ow interaction w yufe. q'd into one another while he was grouped on alt. already kinda embarrassed bc low elo. they rolled us obvi, after he inv to group. they already had a tank and my supp was unranked so yufe woulda had to supp so i left group. awkward

it's a shame to repeat sharp things as blurry

worse to express blurry things before they can become sharp

i hope juliet doesnt acknowledge she has seen these

i'm choosing dotesmite thinking right now

i'm glad i got to watch these now

amor fati?

i don't like that the people i'm around are afraid of appearing weak. i don't like the moments where they make me feel tepid about appearing weak (this is mostly around tech). you misread me, i'm not trying to be correct. i'm trying to connect with you (this is mostly about philosophy).

"a vlog can never be forward thinking"

- dotesmite, "behold, the lovegod", 4:35:00

rorty was my last companion

the time for nietzsche is not now

i don't have theses anymore

i was glad not to be recording audios, im glad to go back to not doing so

i want to observe i dont want to contribute

to be clear im choosing to emphasizing the positive side, "i don't" was for clarification but was saying too much

freaking kasey dox

:) i like new juliet

i’m so glad she recorded more

too many white bitches in my life

it’s my own damn fault but still

this was a joke referencing the story julie told about walking to the airbnb after her flight and it was tiring and sweaty and they still wasted no time fucking once they arrived

i’m anxious for this meeting with Important People and don’t know what to expect, but really i just want to reply to juliet

i’m not sure what i’d say but she matters

this outfit is absolutely serving cone tits

oh the share button changed, idk if i like that

also ringer

donnie for juliet

haven’t been eating well lately. not having a meta is really difficult

it obviously affects a lot too and idk, just an additional layer of misery

it’ll be ok, i’ll go grocery shopping tonight or something

i don’t have much event work and as a result spending the day with kasey bouncing to different conference rooms. it’s exhausting. i wanna be alone more and move around less

i so don’t wanna be here

bleh accidentally saw ugly tech things

gotta abandon my friends

business casual is cucked but i like the texture of these pants and the back pockets are nice

the male loneliness crisis will be solved by transing them, not only tautologically but also because tgirls have way lower standards

the relationships will unfulfilling but let’s be real the cissoids weren’t doing better

gotta listen to more slowcore

in my experience the best way to increase your credit limit is to exceed it then pay it off 5 minutes after the transaction

i’d have two nickels, which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it’s happened twice

i read flo’s vegan blog post today and it’s nothing new but it did make me very sad

if you have any moral commitments whatsoever and minimally value logical consistency, there isn’t really a way out. those aren’t the things that get me though, and are largely motivationally inert

there are a surprising amount of live performances of carnival on youtube and i have seen them all