my eyes fucking hurt dude :(

everything is so much more uneasy when i’m trapped in brightness

honestly probably a very significant contributing reason why i have been on edge and unconfident and thrown off the last few days, my officemate is back

wasteful :/

no eye contact

it’s weird having the same thoughts over and over and over and over and over and over and over again

methboiswag

megacodine

it’s nbd really

white trash

mid day errands felt very freeing in high school when i first got my license

the novelty of the past has worn out

it’s not irrelevant but i’d like if it was sometimes, and maybe the first step to approximating that is forgetting, or never committing to memory to begin with

i like driving around without air conditioning, the air is heavy with heat and makes my cheeks blush

i like when analysts get fired or quit because then the times i embarrassed myself in front of them are wiped from history

contingent contingent contingent

i was on stable ground for a moment

whatever it’s fine

nothing is a problem if you don’t let it be

Delete this post?

cancel our weekly meeting at dawn?! no way dude it’s invaluable hm then maybe show up for once

one more via field…

i’ve just been thinking that it's harder every year to find excuses that'll keep me in the clear the arbitrary lines i impress in the sand the proof that piles in my trashcan

while the skin on my hands is looking older every day the lies i’ve told have turned to leather on my face the love i've lost has turned to needles in my heart but i'm to blame for all the bad parts

enby that pretends to be a tgirl so when discourse starts they can finally be degendered properly

i like when people use colors to describe sounds

blegh i don’t like my speech

stick to journals, get off the site

in the philippines there are 3 genders

audio sold separately

i sugar overdosed on apple juice last night and it kept me up late >.>

ugh i’m tired

stayed up late last night, weird

shut up and let things go is better

free your mind up for better things

you need to be bored to be constructive, don’t ruin it with noise

makes me sad when things get removed from playlists, especially when it’s only one. i don’t have a convenient way of getting it back

i’ve done periodic back ups of the video metadata in playlists but meh it’s not the same, youtube/google api sucks

playin my nintendo, i just have to sit and wait cuz my turn in the bedroom doesn’t come ‘til saturday

wait “killing myself to be with my ai girlfriend forever” slaps

spam account because i’ve been talking too much

this is a stupid idea

social media is bad (woa rly)

that’s not really what i mean, the blame is very much on me

i struggle to cope with occupying my mind in small bursts

tho lowkey im actually fine and pretty good, these are good problems to have

like the problems are stupid but the fact that i’m having these problems

like the rest in that the era it denotes is transitory and will also be surpassed eventually, unlike the rest in that i'm not really sold on the name and am actively looking for something better

gingerbee so good....