holy fuck this is so fucking based https://youtu.be/TWkTeeejS8k

:)

Lmfao I’m so done with outside

I just don’t want to be seen at all

I wanna go home :( going out bad

Burned through a ton of the Malatesta anthology today; super clear writing, but not theoretically light either. Seriously such a kind and realistic person, genuinely committed to the wellbeing of all.

Skipped class and YDSA to read more, way more worthwhile

Also I’m reaching his latest works and they seem to be the most valuable theory wise so far which I’m really really looking forward to

finished. really good, really practical, really kind.

We are anarcho-syndicalists on the shop floor, green anarchists in the woods, social anarchists in our communities, individualists when you catch us alone, anarcho-communists when there’s something to share, insurrectionists when we strike a blow.

episode 21 of devilman (1972) truly shows the dangers of centralization and therefore the misguided foundations of the modern liberal state. in this essay i will

Lmfao I love this table of contents. Introduction intricately broken down The Theory of Moral Sentiments Appendix “Dude Smith’s chapter organization is a bitch I’m not fucking with that lmao, good luck”

thats it shut it down no more peer reviews this is a waste of time gg

oh my god they think kant talking about the moral law means legal systems i can't dude LOL

i feel mean submitting this peer eval but dude its really bad

like you clearly wrote this the night of and didn't understand the material you're putting me in a rough spot

Oop

posted this classic quote in the gamer gc and they agreed lets goo

hopefully they dont interepret as fuck xenogender or nb or femboy or neopronoun

it was acceptable in context but i dont wanna lay out for history sake

like i didnt just send in dry it made sense

https://ia803104.us.archive.org/24/items/ZineArchive/KilltheCoupleinyourHead_READ-1.0.pdf this shit is too goddamn based love it

I hate being seen :( so exhausting

Alright I’ve decided to never go to discussion this shit is so boring - hey guys what do we think about meritocracy and the American dream soy boring zzzzz for anyone that’s thought about it for more than a minute

into this stuff is so that i can dress cute, if i was perma alone i prob wouldnt mind nearly as much. i just dont wanna wear leggings with pp going everywhere

idk why this shit is so triggering to me lol very bothersome and anxiety induce

holy fuck dude im gonna barf i cant handle tucking/ gaff shit so uncomfy holy shit like i get why people would be motivated enough to do that but holy shit i cannot thats too brutal ow owoowowowow

looking into male dance belts instead like that just seems so much more viable for me. not nearly as elegant or whatever but dude i cannot do that other shit no fucking way dude ow ow ow

like i am a little uncomfy at times about having a penis but i def dont think to the extent where i would want it removed or to try and supress it to the point of pain. like yeah its weird and i dont love it but ive got it so im gonna vibe with whats comfy. only reason im looking

https://youtu.be/OthVYNXOSsY this is really good brief explainer on this thing that i think does a really good job of not discrediting the importance of identity politics - idk about the attachment of "postmodern" label esp bc all quotes are kinda coming from marxists

but overall very very good

she’s been in parking lot for some unexplained reason, I get so happy to see her I go to hug her, then I realize wait this isn’t a real hug, I wake up hugging myself, it takes me a few seconds and then I remember I’m not in a relationship with gail anymore either lol.

Idk how I’m able to convince myself so well in dreams like wtf

Dreamt about waiting for gail to be done with something so i could see her, at glacier edge, but taking forever, I get frustrated it’s taking so long so I leave and go to car in parking lot, find mom driving g cart with student, explain frustration, gail comes up as apparently

i brushed my hair after my shower before going out and i felt really pretty about it, even if other stuff is weird rn i have that

I hate all this neutrality devils advocate shit in classrooms fuck you take a position this is bullshit lmfao

Honestly a result of teaching being a job but it fucks with so much

And god I hate conservative students they literally have 0 input holy shit

Someone in class today is wearing the cutest shit that’s giving me so much euphoria envy shit Pink sweater - textured, not turtle neck but some bigger looser neck thing idk, slits on the base sides that girls have Black leggings White girls boots - not clunky very slim

Messy hair tied in the back but front still hanging around

Genuinely adorable I want to look like them so bad

Everyone confuses meta ethics and normative ethics and it makes discussions worthless

Lmao my teacher introduced Hume as a “pudgy guy” or something

How to self harm without leaving lasting damage that I’ll be annoyed with later

Gonna find a rubber band

I could probably have time to bleed out for a few days before anyone came to check

Can I just die for a little bit

Desperately want to stay home for a week to figure my shit out

I went for a walk/run 5 mi feel like fucking shit

I’m so fucking erratic I wanna die lol