i have anxiety

this makes it sound like it’s my possession, when this is a backwards description

the historical sense is miserable

i wear a low pony because my hair is thick and heavy

nvm im slipping into minor dissatisfaction with the state my relationship web again

i just have to get occupied with a task again

idk i'm just slightly lonely and i understand this is largely self-imposed but it's also for non-arbitrary reasons that wouldn't be resolved by retreading old ground

getting a job is kinda like signing up to go to the airport and come back every day

“we don’t need chomsky, we have parenti at home” maybe you should starve instead to think about your actions

starve sounds cruel and disproportionate unless you think of it in the format “we have <food item> at home”

i’ll workshop it

rat dot mom mentioned

i’d be a lot more willing to hear the existentialists out if sartre didn’t write so much slop

“read these 1k pages of something you know you’ll hate” nah

i miss hailey

the emotional equivalent of a double text

my tummy hurts

recently added to my pdf pipeline is a script that converts the cover page to a square image named “cover.png” so mpv can pick it up, it works nice

my fuckass paws whacking the keyboard

adorno really said "but a secret third thing"

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my hands are so coldddd

gonna shower and refresh myself, hopefully i'll do better at temp regulation after that

this is also what i mean when i say the left is too nominalist, they often portray themselves as emphasizing mediation ("everything is socially constructed!") but in fact at every turn they use that understanding as a retreat to nihilistic immediacy

so frightened to even think about a concept or entertain it for a moment without its immediate denouncement, as any analysis might lead to the uncomfortability of an exclusionary moment

"all things are nothing to me" is lovely solipsistic compensatory poetry

it really just comes down to abstract negation at the end of the day

kasey is a half-foot and i am an asexual shota incubus, does anyone wanna join our d&d campaign

i just upped the amount of my split script to 100k words and this transcript is *exactly* 100k words wtf, ig we're limit testing right away

i guess today is pluggnb day

you're not "weight cycling" you're obese

sorry sorry someone had to say it

illit magnetic has got to have some of the best remixes out there

grad students get the wall

i don't fuck with whats left of philosophy!! did you fuckers even read the book!! what the hell man!!

adorno is not just a philosopher against reification, against hypostasization. he has whole sections dedicated to the ways in which those who become so focused on reification err into the idealization of pure immediacy

the frustrating thing about it is that, like adorno says, literally everyone has been doing anti-reification for ages. it's not unique, it's not good enough. you're missing what is special to him because it's more comfortable to lean on familiar concepts and methods

But thinking must not confine itself to abstract negation. The illusion that it is possible to take hold of the many directly would regress to mythology, to a diffuse greyness just as at the opposite pole unity thinking would mean the imitation of blind nature by suppressing it, mythical domination.

the enduring power of hegel's thought lay in the fact that he restored to philosophy the right and the ability to think in terms of contents, instead of letting itself be fobbed off with the analysis of empty and trivial forms of cognition

is it racist if i call the new korean kid on the incelcore scene kpop

in incel discords they say "go white boy go" to minorities

i’m womanmaxxing rn and kind of on my period or smthn

it’s actually very embarrassing lol

honestly i'm not tired so i might stay up a bit longer

teddie is so cute for being hella autistic about hegel substituting 'the indeterminate' for 'indeterminateness'

the world if adorno's TA didn't drop the ball

people have this perception of dialectics or continental philosophy as impenetrable but if you listen to adorno chat about it casually in lectures its all extremely approachable and unmysterious

it can get a little chaotic during the boss fight especially with low damage/items but increasing director credits in the first two stages is much more enjoyable