Timeline - Replies (page 522)

Alt Text

Home Timeline Search

Posts Replies Media Videos

Show full thread

Around and talking to other groups just for practice but meh I’m tired and wanted to walk away with a somewhat W. Very funny tho apparently the YDSA group blew up last year bc leftist infighting (classic) so now they only have 10 ppl. But yeah I’m curious so I’m go to meeting

I have really weird habits sometimes lol - like very uncharacteristic activity. Usually this is bc I’m curious I think and then I do something outgoing. Today I went to the library in between classes and looked at books for over an hour which ig is pretty individual but still

Then after my last class I went to this club fair thing (I think mostly for freshmen but w/e) and I was really only interested in YDSA but it was busy and I was really tired and uncomfy so I went home. But now I just went BACK OUT and walked all the way out just to talk to

i love ppl watching so much so cute

i actually smile irl so big

Jenny Stewart 2009 Public Policy Values Chapter 1: What Are Policy Values? really good overview and categorization of policy values, good resources to look into

https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/errico-malatesta-reformism

theanarchistlibrary.org

Reformism

Errico Malatesta Reformism From Malatesta: Life and Ideas, Verne Richards’ ed., London, Freedom Press, 1965

my body image violently swings and i hate it :( wish i could be pretty / wish i could view myself as pretty consistently (those are two very different things im aware and one is much more healthy of a desire but i cant help it :////

im so exhausted. school takes so much out of me holy shit. i tried doing some personal reading after hw today and i just could not get very far. to be fair im new to decolonialism and stuff so prob woulda struggled anyway

Stress breakout, chubby tummy, chest acne, body hair, mangled scar, exhausted eyes, feel disgusting lol

http://noahpinionblog.blogspot.com/2017/05/vast-literatures-as-mud-moats.html

noahpinionblog.blogspot.com

Vast literatures as mud moats

I don't know why academic literatures are so often referred to as "vast" (the phrase goes back well over a century ), but it seems like ...

https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/george-barrett-objections-to-anarchism

theanarchistlibrary.org

Objections to Anarchism

George Barrett Objections to Anarchism 1921 Fourpence Freedom Press, 127, Ossulston Street, London, N.W.1.

omfg i love this

DSA moment lmao - yooo why are we fucking around with the international shitters just gimme healthcare. Socialism.. that is nationalistic.. why did no one think of this?? Obv not that bad ig but zoomer isolationist brain rot yikes

I feel really cute rn, having long hair is so so nice

I have a hard time telling if discussions are so bad because ppl feel constrained socially or if they just haven’t thought that much. Latter makes sense bc class incentivize just getting work done not thinking deep and this might be first time thinking about, but still so boring

Former influences too for sure (my personal experience) but I get the sense that most ppl just don’t have anything interesting to say on the topic regardless of social factors

Ofc I still like discussion and community based learning conceptually, but without proper institutions (or lakethereof [abolish compulsory school]) it’s just really frustrating and mostly worthless. Would rather listen to one person operating within the banking model

Because at least I’ll be introduced to new concepts and ideas. Discussions within banking model are just so shit lmao

https://thethinkingasexual.wordpress.com/2013/05/07/relationship-anarchy-basics/ good primer for RA

thethinkingasexual.wordpress.com

Relationship Anarchy Basics

What is relationship anarchy? Relationship anarchy is a lifestyle, a way of doing personal relationships. Relationship anarchy is a philosophy, specifically a philosophy of love. A relationship ana…

I’m so tired already :( this is going to be a rough semester

Forgot how bad I am at human interaction lol yikes

i like the word eclectic, seems p neat

My prof is really young and nice, but class is full of econ poli Sci bros so I’m scared lol

My neck is a mangled mess (steroid inj) but overall feeling good of doing irl things

Pretty sure I became 15% more gay this morning

College boys are so cute lol

honestly first class wasnt nearly as bad as i hyped in my head, mostly just boring. i dont get how people just decide to do small talk tho how bazaar

extremely interesting, still skeptical about the state and how the author defines "socialism", but yeah theory struggles with the empirical reality - also i recognize like all the references thats so cool https://journals.sagepub.com/doi/pdf/10.1177/08969205211031624

also good place to look for future references and reading

Filled out a survey for a class tomorrow and wow I am like really really uncomfortable providing personal information like pronouns/anxiety/accommodations like it feels so fake I’d rather just deal with it on my own and not bother risking uncomfy

PS so not feeling ready for in person class gr :/

Mom yesterday talking to store worker: “yeah it’s a run for women - or, I mean, people that identify as women” 🙃

chubby ugly disgusting fucking body :(

euphoria https://picrew.me/image_maker/407340

picrew.me

テイク式女キャラメーカー

女の子とか中性的な男の子とか作れます非商用、無加工でご利用ください NG例・二次配布・画像やキャラメーカー自体の自作発言・トレス/模写した画像の公開・AI生成イラストへの利用・企業アカウントでの利用・加工全般（色の変更、加筆、Live2D化等） OK例・各種アカウントのアイコン・ヘッダー画像（Twitter, Instagram, LINE, Youtube, pixiv, Twitch, etc.）※個人に限り収益化アカウント可・配信時のサムネイル・TRPGプレイ時やリプレイ動画の立ち絵・夢絵のコテキャ・他イラストレーター様に依頼をする際の参考資料・一部加工(サイズ変更、トリミング、左右反転、フレーム追加、文字追加のみ) ・作成した画像を参考に、「独自の絵柄で」イラストを作成、公開する行為 (キャラメーカーで作成した探索者を自分の絵柄で描きたい！等を想定) ※トレス不可【お問い合わせ】 Twitter→ https://twitter.com/anrm_teina マシュマロ→ https://marshmallow-qa.com/anrm_teina ※パーツ追加依頼は目を通していますが回答はしておりません（追加できるかわからないため） ※利用方法に関しては具体的な状況がわからないとお答えできないこともあるため、TwitterのDMにてご連絡ください。【更新情報】 2021/1/27　リリース … 2023/ 2/7　注意事項表示パーツを追加。注意事項を確認後、著者表示パーツに切り替えるよう仕様変更 2023/11/5　「まとめ髪メッシュ」「下ろし髪メッシュ」パーツ追加 2024/7/22　利用規約改訂 2024/8/2　バニーセット追加（トップス、首飾り、髪飾り）

successfully finished hatewatching 13 reasons why

reading from democracy to freedom, very interesting but I still worry about consistency. like institutionalizing charity as welfare is far more effective, and even with a gift economy scare resources still need to be allocated. I worry that free association will not be able to

provide adequate dependable care

https://crimethinc.com/2016/04/29/feature-from-democracy-to-freedom

crimethinc.com

From Democracy to Freedom

What is democracy? Will it ever deliver on its promises? How does it serve the social movements that adopt its discourse? Is anarchism a kind of direct democracy—or something else entirely?

https://c4ss.org/content/52430

c4ss.org

Rights, Privilege, and Power

Show full thread

Organization, there is some reasonable level of anxiety to be had over your own well-being if your partner can’t provide that. And ig just internalizing that or wanting to meet the expectations of someone that means a lot to me is understandable

And I always do this thing where I abstract it away rather than dealing with my feelings, and at this point I don’t really feel much. Ig I got nothing then. Still feel like I didn’t successfully express myself and let it out, but there’s nothing left

Show full thread

Have to assimilate. And I’m sure I’ll be able to, and find some bullshit career that I’ll hate but will come to terms with. Just I’m not there right now, and that’s a little awk. Which brings me to another thing that I’ve been thinking about since we broke up which is pretty odd

“What does she see in me” type thing. Obvious answer is that she just liked my personality and I could be fun/supportive or whatever, but there’s still this weird feeling. Like if I’m genuinely deconstructing the question it’s that in capitalist comp mono culture,

It’s assumed that “your” one “partner” will have a well providing job and that people should be on their path to do that otherwise there’s no point in being with them. Which when broken down is like ok yeah that’s silly as shit, but charitably because that’s the assumed

Show full thread

And honestly it’s even a little embarrassing to think about, like after so much time even considering a re-establishment of anything feels naive, just because there’s no confirmation from the other person. And I mean there are other things, like how I really haven’t changed

Anything about myself since then, at least not super substantially. Like Gail has a ton of future life shit working, and from my perspective seems absolutely ready to take on the world (I’m sure she would disagree, but she is just really capable and I know she can handle so much)

But then there’s me with no job/internship, no clue about the future, living completely off parents, and while I conceptually entirely agree that all the standards and coercion placed upon people are bullshit, doesn’t stop them from being standard and expected and someday I’ll