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just so tired :( this sucks
And obv that just makes future anxiety worse
I was super awk at end tho I just like listening to ppl so I just sorta sat there while ppl chatted. I wanted to talk to Bookchin person but they were busy w other ppl
Have an important recognition of the evolution on my perspective on the contents of my will (when I die document thing yk) and gail that I wanna think through after class
to be fair tho holy shit the appeals ppl made were so bad omg i cant imagine trying to TA for this class, ppl keep giving random answers to very clear questions but yeah idk yikes, i know intro class on something i have good deal of knowledge about but still has to be frustrating
kill the middle class professional inside your head etc :P
Still weird about buying commodities and also worried about comfort/effort involved. Still would be nice to see myself like that. I should give makeup another shot, even if uncomfy and a hassle
Mood flux like wild today :( really exhausting to go between so much - depressed numb content anxious lethargic disgusted pathetic sad functional excited frustrated rushed just back to back it’s a lot
im sure school has nothing to do with it :)
It just sucks. I hurt and I’m tired and I feel awful
ridiculous and unhealthy i know. idk fuck man i hate this shit
Lol I hate college kids “ummm actually I don’t think it’s fair to judge the validity of Socrates’ arguments, he was doing the best he could at the time” no way you just historical-cultural relativism excused that
like i started the morning off excited to read book and listening to political podcasts and now all momentum is ruined and i just feel tired lmao