hope is strange

i think every song should have a travis barker feature

before i felt cluttered but now my immediate environment feels barren and all i have to gaze upon are the heaps of garbage i’ve cleared away

i'm tired of hearing "i could learn from you"

i'm depressed at the state of my surroundings and humiliated that i can't live up to their meager terms

decry the imposed telos all you'd like, your powerlessness ensures conformity

regulative ideals are great until you grow beyond the herd

the world is small today

maybe i gotta revisit spinoza bruh. fuck my chungus life

theyre calling her the bell hooks of national socialism. so bell hooks

from whose mouth do these words emerge? not mine

and yet i hear them all the same

maybe i am the one being addressed, or perhaps i’m simply listening too hard for what i’d like to hear

she just needs to find a brown sugar daddy

this is a tapioca pearl joke not a racial joke

i can die happy

i don’t know about the ergonomic viability of this whatsoever, but i think it would be awesome to snuggle with someone nice in a fursuit

it could be so warm and tactile and safe

ughghgh the answer is clearly more hegel, annoying

its good timing though, i can get a wild amount done in the next week if i get into it

i need a new primary text so damn bad dude

im clearly begging for something with more weight

It goes without saying that I do not deny – unless I am a fool – that many actions called moral ought to be done and encouraged – but I think the one should be encouraged and the other avoided for other reasons than hitherto.

alright im tired of nietzsche

i just dont want marx or adorno or anarchists or politics or psychology or fiction

i think its funny that both anna and chloe semi-regularly indicate some sort of desire to observe something like this account and that they haven't found it

or maybe they have and theyre also just playing along, which would be awesome

YOU ARE NOT THE MAIN CHARACTER

dark mode kasey pow wows are sooo much more comfy

i love her :)

killow works bc we both have intense arcs

hers are a lot more determinate than mine, i’m more of a drifting cluster concept cloud

nah it’s just that my sleep is bad, i’m fine

i stopped bothering to title my recordings

my body feels gross and i don’t like the emotions in me right now and i just swirl swirl swirl

i shouldn’t have gone to kasey

i don’t feel well and i should probably sleep it off

sexual dimorphism -> sexual dimorphia

using big words isn’t so bad until you pair it with a habit of skipping entire clauses

i’m glad i took most of next week off

don’t forget to hydrate

twiki trauma center emipe flip save me

oh my god my entire day has slipped away from me

yes i do want to read more but im actually really tired, i haven’t been sleeping too consistently

lol i’m talking in a detached past tense

a whole bunch of things are the way they currently are for complicated lore reasons

this is basically the opposite of my current take but you have to make exceptions somewhere