2026 will be the year of poorly grasping the prompt and therefore making prophetic statements excessively personal in nature

2026 will be the year of taking music more seriously

2026 will be the year where my brain stops growing but my heart doesn't

2026 will be the year of recovering from recovery

2026 will be the year of cognized noumena

2026 will be the year of making an irl friend and realizing i don't really like them all that much

2026 will be the year of reading a little more than before but not as much as i'd like

2026 will be the year of no longer being a pseudointellectual and more readily admitting my limitations

2026 will be the year of having a tad more self-confidence and more readily admitting i often know a thing or two

2026 will be the year of replacing youtube

2026 will be the year of intentionality and the recognition that what is temporary is already permanent

2026 will be the year of unrealistic expectations and unrealized potential

jk i’m not 15 anymore

nah

should have kept that to myself

the new algernon album is really corny

i'm sorry it's stupid to be crying about this but i miss you

it feels impolite to visit your page, i don't want to interfere in your life any longer, but i still care about you ollie

i must have looked like an aspie freak wandering around with my graze to the sky, headphones on, tapping the beat on faggy gloves. it felt nice, i recognized no one

i’m stepping on your toes too much, i was never that good of a dancer

i want to go for a walk but i wish it was dark

i’m wearing my gloves yay

lmaooo polysecure headass

chubby

my face has gotten a lot more round

just less sharp

i went back to bed lol, had a cute dream too

whatever i’m not going back to bed

i probably came like 5 times total in 2025

okay wow looking at the public engagement on a trivial political issue (the cessation of the minting of the penny and its ramifications) has made me a doomer on public policy

lowkey i almost prefer discussion of established political issues with established partisan talking points because at least then the horrendous critical thinking skills of the american public are not on display

when i say “trivial” i don’t mean procedurally or practically i mean ideologically

this isn’t meant to be a targeted message i just wanted to type out my thoughts inspired by the thread and ensuing subtweets

i suppose this is more from the perspective of someone that is usually the person getting approached, so less hypocritical and more just not so practical advice because it’s usually not me doing the approaching but pleasantly surprised when it happens

sliding into dms implies a more immediate sexual tone and idrk about allat but in terms of just making a connection with an interesting person it’s pretty easy to just say whatever and if the other person is interested too there’s not very much pressure for perfection

i’m potentially a little bit of a hypocrite in this regard, but in most cases i don’t really mind parasociality so i’m content with inaction (probably excessively so)

then there are more established relationships that are still figuring out what desirable interaction looks like and there might be some reluctance because of that, but that’s a separate problem

i have a weirdly strong parasocial relationship with annie

in my defense she's cool, who else is out here still bumping polearm selfish in the big 26

okay but that’s literally like one of the only good songs he’s ever made so

to a lesser extent swallowbug too

they even made the cut with kasey

giving weatherday another try and i still just don't think it's my thing. a few standouts here and there (green tea seaweed sea my beloved) but by and large it doesn't speak to me

a season of slow expansion and the feat of losing the small momentum it does have

i dont really understand how switching contexts from office to home tires me out so much, my mind feels so slow

tree tabs are so nice for exploration

i wish there existed a way to capture this influence in other contexts. this footnote led me here, this film led me there, this person inspired me to think these ways. my only gripe is that this is one-directional and a particular slice, difficult to capture multiply determined or spiraled paths

this is precisely what you need at times! sometimes other information can be obscuring noise, and i wouldn't want to lose the sharpness

also see 8:00ish-13:00ish www.youtube.com/watch?v=HtTX...