i can’t tell if i’m sharing too much or if it’s just a mismatch in emotional availability

if it was the first weeks all over again then yeah sure, but it’s been nearly a year now

yes it has its flaws and yes it’s difficult for me to really understand what you’re feeling and thinking, i say it’s chill but i wish you would say more

it wouldn’t hurt me to not receive reciprocation, it’s okay if that’s the case, but i genuinely can’t tell how or what you feel, and i don’t know if you know either

this is so fun i’m very happy

i know i told myself i wouldn’t allow myself to get swept away but it’s not like that, it’s just fun and i feel more unencumbered than before

i definitely could have been enjoying myself a lot more if i let the tension go a little sooner, but i’m just glad i can enjoy it now

im a lesbian

i freakin love pinboards

anna is rly sweet

she has incredible theme taste :^)

also like this is definitely me being romantic in the classic sense and i hope its not reactionary but theres something really beautiful and appealing about a ui that's very clearly hand crafted and kinda scuffed but minimalistic and pleasant

ai tailwind css

this is precisely the reason i was reluctant about the limerence literature, because this often seems either a) forgotten and messily ill-distinguished or b) crowds out discussion of differentiated obsession or infatuation

me as hell

i turned on a dating app profile for a few hours, got seven matches, then went private so i can focus on each of their unique souls

also my matches were chopped and dry as hell so i ghosted them all

except for this cute 32 y/o philosophy postgrad ^.^

🔒🔁

wait i dont have to be so begrudging about it this kinda rocks

fascinating things going on in this file i found

pretty sure this was flight notes returning from seattle

sorry, i forgot to be sociopathically focused on getting in your pants

i put my playlist on shuffle today yay

won’t someone think of the autonomy of small businesses to price discriminate?

i did and i’m still bad at atproto pls help

now listening to: cum on my cuts

i’m fitting in

if i don’t see annie in the next month or so i think ill never see her again, and i think im okay with that

my posts are becoming less coherent and documentary but that’s just the mood sometimes

i hope juliet is okay

i like when they scream mi corázon

too rich for my blood sorry i gotta tap out

i’ll sub to you with twitch prime take it or leave it

THEY MAKE GUITAR SOUNDS SO PRETTY

ok but unironically the gay science is peak

hmmm i wanna read daybreak again maybe

but like same with seeing double, i really should but i dont know if i can really re-visit things rn

turned off my profiles because my head is not in the game

i have no culture and that's cool until it becomes a barrier for communication

why is everyone racist

drew gooden i do not care about your economic takes

dude the claims ts with a boyfie is giving me flustered fuck me eyes in the hallway whats going on

i must be tweaking

i waved and she waved back and averted her eyes to the ground while smiling and blushing and then looked back up at me

maybe she was making fun of me

i wanna hit on my tc so bad

“no poly, sorry” :(

i have redacted the third tweet in this thread