in a similar way to 2nd wave emo having skramz and midwest emo poles, 5th wave emo has a more electronic/experimental pole and a more revival/traditional pole

it’s still one of those things where it’s too early for the dust to have settled but still

thats also the interesting thing about choosing the temporal dimension to categorize, it’s easy to misattribute homogeneity

i’ve not really ever been worried about being “fundamentally unloveable”, mostly because i didn’t have a stable enough identity to attribute immutable properties to

“this personality iteration is kind of annoying and the path to next one is kind of unclear”

i also imagine it helps that i’ve basically always had a long term partner that loves me through all my episodes of crises lol

oops >.>

a really awesome and not at all annoying design trend: make everything absurdly large and make information density as low as possible

i'm not like a functionalist purist or anything but it gets to a point where its an impediment to accomplishing anything while also being ugly as balls

i've started zooming out a bunch of sites to 80 or 90% just so i can see anything

i want a slime gf to absorb me overnight so i can get a restful sleep all curled up inside her

23 is too many albums sorry

more like the mountain gays

it’s giving

"c-fibers" "qualia" "neurological subroutine correlates"

the only thing worse than ai ethics is ai philosophy of mind

i have philosophy honfidence

hm embarrassed

incelcore artists when they get a gf

i get why’d people use spotify if it weren’t evil

it’s important to keep a bit of the spirit of the categorical imperative alive

engels invented false consciousness talking to franz mehring

skinner my hermeneutic meow meow

i have retrieved the blanket from kaseys office

the brutality with which programs take focus is masculine

/neg fuck you

these gentlemen think that when they have changed the metadata of things they have changed the data itself

and they have, naturally

ack the sun so bright

its a bold strategy, i'll admit

watch this drive

i'm glad there hasn't been a year of the stable willow yet, all the realistically viable candidates would have been losers

i'm gonna become someone cool

apologies for the interim :)

i had not listened to sweet pills unraveleds before but wow they really are magnificent

i'm too affirmative but leave me be

oh my god this is so funny

oh no lmfao

i still have too much pride, it's unbecoming

no one look, i'm changing

“what matters are not discussions but encounters.” but this can only mean that in a murky sphere of togetherness the moment of friction between competing thoughts, the notion that the various forms of reason work away at one another, is cut off.

i used to be off-put of trying to articulate an understanding beyond my ability but i came to recognize it was a contributor to my debility yknow? so i gotta do it to both push my boundaries and concretize my existing understanding, and sometimes that means punching above my weight class

or more to the point, i won't be forced to confront my lack of understanding when present

the ignorant double down would be embarrassing if i were to stand by the things i say but i'm pretty evidently just tangling myself up to expose what i don't understand to myself

i'm much too weak a historian to attempt any of that yet

ig something that will illustrate my current discomfort is like the strategies that will refuse dichotimization rather than understand the nature of the existing dichotomy that imposes itself, and idealistically (in both senses of the word) pretends like the historical position can be overcome with

the correct sequence of linguistic turns

i think i was primarily thinking about the inapplicability of neoliberalism to our contemporary condition and what its reinstatiation would mean