not everything is worth noting

oh damn i didn't even realize we upgraded lol

miserable ngl

realest shit you'll ever see

saturday-only was a great meta because coordinating with the nightmare 8 hour timezone gap is torture

going to try some app time limits to encourage me to do better things, but i don't have a great sense for what i should set them to yet

im still catching up on sleep debt

im in bed without a shirt on and i completely stand corrected, sleeping without clothes is way better

bunny that hoops

you're holding it wrong

i get into moods where i'm excessively negative and cynical about my motivations, sleep deprivation doesn't help

evolving from "will write a long ass thread about you on a secret alt" to "will write a long ass thread about you in your dms"

not sure i can pawn this one off as "vaguely about you" tho

best to ever do it

main_tabel

i've been overinvested in social and underinvested in being an interesting person

if you need any help with the overdue hug task lmk..

okay i'm kind of sick of my shit

sorry kasey

it's pretty embarrassing

any evaluations or opinions or feelings or whatever of mine are just so cheap and worthless

meh barrow is boring

oh my god free me i'm so bored

how am i supposed to get enough sleep when i wake up at 1:30am with excitement and joy in my heart

for historical purposes this was prior to talking to anyone

things are going well so far

LOL yea true also that's the first time ive been called bpd since like high school

we should link some time and test that theory

okay nvm i think pre-e willow may have just been an asshole

sorry 😭😭

yooo that'd be hype, i was wondering why hadley was entertaining coming to madison all of the sudden

:) yea i very much am it's cute that she's talking about me

i was about to be offended and then i remembered what i was like in 2024

or wait do you mean i blocked you? idk why i would've done that besides my periodic temporary blackouts where i would block everyone i followed lol

i hope i didn't tucker myself out too much by talking all night but it was comfy

okay i know this wouldnt make a ton of sense, but i can't help but think about how the new denpa-chan coulda been improved with some atproto, and would actually have some pretty interesting app features

basically, invite-only forum app that most ppl would primarily interact with through one client, with interest of loosely "private" threads, and some moderation qol things. github.com/cblgh/cerca

i think the interesting parts for me are being an allowlist appview, like you could ignore posts unless they were from an approved did, or posts from an approved did prior to them being approved. "banning" a user just looks like dropping all their posts

yea, you can have an app pds and use invites there but you can also have a separate invite thing from patreon or whatever and people on indie pds can apply. anyone can make a thread and your replies are to them, standard stuff.

if you make a "private" thread its already only private to logged in users, so that's basically the same as no-authenticated. committee moderation tools could be varying levels of on and off protocol, but i think it'd be interesting if they were attempted on-protocol, since they're kinda social too.

and yknow, theres not a huuuge upside to using atp here, besides the basics of distinct identity and credible exit things. no sync. you could make splinter apps/clients pretty easily tho, with different or no allowlists. but yea it'd be unfamiliar tech so not realistic, just fun and more compelling

its really the more blurry boundaries between user and moderator that are interesting, plus the limitation of history being a feature with a different invite structure

does anyone want an invite to denpa-chan

reply to this post for an invite*!

*only posts viewable on the bluesky appview are eligible

i just realized that what i had been calling "sentimental" would more accurately be described as "romanticized avoidance"

there are retrospective and contemporary variants, but they are equivalent in terms of this aspect, which is precisely the aspect i now find most disdainful

dude i love being a boy

lol

i think that kinda fits though, i feel like the former brought into focus what really matters, and being forced to trudge through irritating worthlessness prior and after were made all the more unimpressive