it wasn’t love or lust, just a sunday afternoon where two lonely people met and they licked each others wounds

i wouldn’t call that a pitiful pursuit

this was me riffing on “imitation intimacy” by the way because maniac released their cover

bit of a sour note to end on

blegh just wait for time to pass ig

self-deprecating power pop

behind the pompous diminutive presentation is the same old story of artists creating beauty beyond their comprehension

in other words, i’m a fan of the beths but not elizabeth stokes

i bet she’s personally pretty cool tho

i forgot my coffee

because i never have coffee

if i take a lunch break today ill get it from my car

that lovely inevitable contingency

j** finding annie and dinah is bizarre internected hellworld

again?!

pics or it didn’t happen

watching a project manager work on 3 separate powerpoints on 3 separate monitors, that’s powerful

this guy gave us pokémon cards yesterday reflective our of personalities and i got lucario

still have it in my wallet today

this episode on: gimlet-eyed realism or protestant guilt

(see, it’s funny because i’m doing it right now)

honestly it was really sweet being called layla

i’ve been too cynical with my danii retrospectives

that’s not unique to danii though, i desperately want to avoid exculpatory or congratulatory self-deception, so i more eagerly endorse its opposite

i woke up a little early today so i had time to catch up on discord

kinpatsu mix yay

immutable pds where append is the only option

i have this habit where if i’m sitting and someone comfy is standing nearby me i wanna wrap my arms around them and hold them close to me

it’s a dangerous impulse when that person is olivia and i’m at work around everyone, could you imagine how awkward it’d be if i just absentmindedly did that

i caught myself today, whew

my back feels nice when it can lay down

this is extremely funny coming from a guy sitting at a desk all day but yknow

soft but not sentimental

WAIT LORD OF THE GAME NOTIFS ARE BACK

damn, list feed still busted tho but threads are back !

the negation of relative banality is insightful too, like nobody likes you need not imply active dislike, and it could even account for “stronger” emotions of positive valence, leaving a gap

i had this open in my composer and forgot to post oops

the literal meaning of “nobody” is awe-inspiring tbh

the corporeal emphasis is crazy off the rip, implying this visceral tangibility no bodies, not even one’s own, and no reason this had to be limited to human or even animal bodies (eg. celestial bodies)

blink-182 said “nobody likes you when you’re 23” and that’s true (but not victimizing [see “ones own]) i’m 24 now though

denials bootcamp (csh go-live)

i don’t want to be anyone when i grow up

of course it was always a metaphor of some sort but i’m averse to even entertaining the thought these days

the yeses are comforting and i love you too

the nos arent discouraging, his distinctness is beautiful

i haven’t liked the smells i’ve been exposed to lately