weirdest prog trip ever

prog night 1, wish me luck

someday i will figure out why getAuthorFeed is the only one that returns em’s posts

milkman it is

i still like nietzsche but i think ive come to understand that even the most admirable interpretations and appropriations leave much to be desired

he’s at his best with punchy reorienting injunctions, and maybe the best i can do is to take his advice one last time and turn away rather than naysay on his terms

^ this is actually just intellectual atrophy but i had the thought and it was cute so i wanted to write it down

i don’t like food and i don’t like how mean the world is to other people

judith shklar is wrong that cruelty is the worst thing but it is really ugly and terrible, and it’s far more widespread than those who eschew micrological analysis are willing to admit

I MISSED MY WAGIE WIFE

get off the phone retard

i’ll reconstruct this bitmap by hand if i have to!

record A has an internal id of 8 and external id of 10 record B has an internal id of 6 and external id of 8 nothing will go wrong, i assure you

“erm guyz my api call didn’t work….” what was the response “MethodNotAllowed: The requested resource does not support method ‘GET’. Allowed: ‘POST’. pls help my family is dying i can’t figure out what to do”

“i’m looking to get this escalated can we join a meeting with all affected parties to troubleshoot”

LOL we are so back chat

my marginal propensity to consume is in the pits

yknow if we get cute with what we mean by consumption, and don’t treat marginal increase in income as isolated (i.e. as bound to employment in some form), you could make the case that i have a negative marginal propensity to consume

holy fucking shit how did i not know this version existed

killer fucking set

oh my god

yea ik my css is fucked on my laptop don't bully me

studying up

found a guy

i’ve got all this boyish charm and they still keep calling me ma’am and patting me down at the airport

why do your replies keep going missing when i can clearly see they’re from you

npr concert marimba is my comfort character

(that wasn’t myself that was anna actually [ikr, pretty crazy])

prolly time for a deacc again, it’s just counterproductive

weird time where i don’t have a lot of doubts about how i feel and what i think, and the premature articulation is not confusing, merely undesirable and unnecessary

the censored screenshots were a pretty big giveaway, this just isn’t really a safe spot for reflective processing

eh do you see what i mean? i can’t really say anything rn with backtracking all over myself, and im confident and comfortable in how i feel and what i mean but any expression is just warped and ripe for misunderstanding

fetishizing silence and distance in not my intent, and i care deeply about people, but not in a way that’s too sentimental. shrug i’ll make it work, appreciate the patience, i know it’s annoying

ah shoot i didn’t mean some extra secret clever thing by “sentimental” sorry. though funny enough the quoted screenshot in root was my reaction upon seeing the post

btw the starry / dark icon workaround is funny bc it looks like the cum version of the x logo when using tinted ios icons

it’s so funny because like my current mental is like “ok just lemme get home from this trip- oops i mean *this* trip- oops okay just wait for the weekend there’s too much going on at work- alright now gimme a sec to catch my breath- oops now two weeks of go-live grind- oops…”

“i’ll get back to you once i complete the system of german idealism (my side hustle i work on during evenings after my shift)”

i’m being glib but idk

hm

i feel positive sentiments toward you, but i don’t miss my voice

gotta say tho, it’s cool getting notifs late

sorry ig, maybe a few days more until you’ll get a reply, no guarantee it’ll be satisfactory. frankly i hope i forget i saw that. feels good to swap back to safety

👎

he’s my fav scrunkly that never does anything right, poor guy is like 0 for 20

i like when ppl talk with their hands

also btw i keep making my mood seem more dour than is the case, it’s not as weighty, negative, nor proximately related as i’m letting on (but you knew this since the “misrepresenting” post). we’re chillin and i’m alright

is my violation of the categorical imperative mitigated by the fact that i instrumentalize myself in this process as well? (the answer is no on both counts: it of course doesn’t mitigate, but also isn’t a violation because i am not a “mere means” for myself, since it is in service of a rational end)