> what’s it like living with kasey? oh yknow, just hearing “help!! i’ve just contracted garg!!” in the other room at random intervals

it’s literally never not rule 9 man.

woke up from a nap to gifts from very important people, i am so blessed.

not spiraling but still defeated

hmmm i think this is the first time ive had a * go rather awry. i think im still somewhat unsettled in my position here. maybe that’s why im grappling with an older me? there’s something discordant, lacking cohesion, and anachronistic - and im tempted to say * may be accurate exactly for this reason

really not in the mood to go to this fuckass meeting

it’s okay to embarrass yourself sometimes, and putting yourself out there is usually worth it

no fuckin way dawg i just found a way to do the **exact opposite** of this

search 'block furry posts' and sort by latest main.bsky.dev/search?q=blo...

i should be sleeping but i’m exploring a densely mediated masculinity and its relatedness to past and present (and future?) relationships through music

i think trans people should have the right to commit DUI, as a treat

girlhorny is actually so wild like why does it feel like i have a clit and why do i feel electric pleasure across my whole body and why am i crying about it

i know i said i was more stable but it’s still intensely disturbing and harmful and scary. i feel abruptly jolted from openness and the dissolution of self-assuredness as an axis to being intensely self-conscious and risk averse. im very fearful and uncomfortable and i don’t like what it turns me to

*rawr*

why would i need a tiling wm when i have a keybindings for a lua script that is a wrapper for a python script that spawns a window and subsequently resizes and moves it

“Clear” is always a term used in a context. It always means “clear enough,” but clear enough for what purpose, and how much is enough?

this period of my life feels like one that will make for a banger retrospective blog post some day. shows no signs of stopping though so you might have to wait a while

if you think about it, this means both kasey and i had bsky devs slide into our dms this week

0 DAYS REMAIN UNTIL THE FIRST PYRAMID IS ACTIVATED

official listifications trolling server

ok fine you win

ok i feel better now, thank you anna. i should go back to sleep

he died :(

i have finally completed all of my errands and chores, and i might sleep now. apologies to all of the bunnies, puppies, millipedes, indeterminate rodents, and dolls that deserve my attention

listening to incelcore reminds me why i’ll never be a binary tgirl, being a dude fucking rocks sometimes

hungry but i don’t want to buy groceries tired but an hour more of work T-T

i tried searching my work ticketing system with from:me i’m so cooked

alright yall can chill out now

i know, i know, crazy right? on a school night no less

it’s happening again

applied ice and my face is still burning hot

my good luck charm worked 💛

i predict this will be a largely benign and awkward hour, with a 80% chance of ending in relieved exhaustion, and a 20% chance of frustration, stress, and despair.

when she narrativizes your metaphor 😵‍💫

i can make it

endearing karaoke to fall in love and asleep to

my skin is a lot more soft than it used to be

if you're looking for someone to blame for all this

i’m really glad some of you have alts now

there is a degree of sleeplessness, of rumination, of the historical sense, which is harmful and ultimately fatal to the living thing

hmmm i think i feel wrung out. similar to when i started talking kasey again and that was my main hobby. i talked too much without having independent novel experiences.

got a haircut

my sweater split

i planned to go out at 19 and then i fell in love

surely i will not regret skipping meals at this time

i need to become less gynephilic so i can vaguepost with more differentiation

it’s really fun to post things i know will be complete flops, either due to obscurity or disinterest