my most masc presentations happen in spaces where i’m extremely uncomfortable, and my most fem experiences have been when i feel comfortable enough to be extremely vulnerable

i’ve gotta write that nvc blog post soon (pink highlight is the really important part)

oh my god i’m crying

thank u i love u

i love you so much eeee i wanna run to come see u rn

translation: you cannot be off tank because there is no off tank anymore (sad) they don’t need an off tank anyway; i played mei most maps because brawl compositions were the only thing we could get to work (it tends to overcome individual player skill deficit)

my ow twt feed is so much more faggy and so much more girly was i just more queer back then or are gamers just gay?

the real answer: twitter played a not insignificant role in me exploring my gender and sexuality at the time, and elsewhere i felt very locked into a male identity

off takn died 🥲🥲🥲 i was mostly mei bot bc the team was so bad we could only play rush

oh yea hahaha :) old scrim clips with the boyz 🤙

for someone who dedicated so much time and effort to overwatch i sure was bad at it watching the few sparse clips i have is actually pretty embarrassing lol vod review more pussy

ig we’re ow posting today for some reason

while we’re on twitch let’s grab dms from half a decade ago

i don’t really wanna play for my work ow team

obv the game itself but the people aren’t that enjoyable either and it makes me miss real competition

my voice is so deep rn woah

gimme 50ccs of estrogen stat @kasey.cafe

eggy cis guy boymoding at work to protect herself (me)

you have to stop deleting replies reeeeee

then stop deleting things so i don’t have to try to recreate from memory!!! and im not letting you touch my vulva

has anyone published a quantitative paper in an applied ethics journal on AITA posts yet

it would be better undertaken from an anthropology/sociology POV but i think the misapplied lens would be interesting

like there just aren’t proper team fights anymore it’s so sad no staging no intricate space management no contestation required cooldown cycle awareness has dropped tremendously the stakes feel so low, the level of freedom is precisely the reason it feels so stultifying fuck 5v5

i could see people disagree with space management/contestation but the thing is: the pace of fights is so fast now, like the entire concept of tempo has been removed. there is no give and take, no trading resources. you either use your cds and win, take the duel and win, or you lose. it’s boring.

it’s a little pathetic to still care but it feels like my ability to problem solve in one of the most rewarding ways has been taken from me. it’ll always hold a special place in my heart for a number of reasons, and it’s crushing that i’ll never experience it again.

this used to be one of my favorite things abt running a channel, tracking down sources of things for ppl in comments. but yt makes it so miserable. beyond hiding comments w links, i’ve gotten multiple strikes for linking out to other websites in description. its just not fun anymore.

REM sleep terrorist succubus extracting my vitality one gulp at a time

i wish i could upload audio here

i’m just a little shroom virgin >~<

yeah it’s the whole 12 hours in between when you’re stuck in an ego death thought loop i’m worried about

i just wanna play off tank :(

hoplite battle royale adorno lecture nuero-sama denpa vlog overwatch clipdump linux FOSS news northernlion did you see this tweet

i can confidently say i’d be the worst tripsitter of all time

and then the week after we can have sex on mdma

that would go so poorly i think i’d hate it

ok yes but counterargument: wujek goes hard

*glomps u*

all the US standards suck ass like dates are so confusing yyyy-mm-dd is my fave order bc it’s nice for sorting

i don’t think we’re gonna be able to get out of this one chat

drugs not hugs, i don’t wanna love i just wanna puff, baby i just wanna puff

i will read the cmake manpage as your eulogy

nope that would take 3 kilojoules of energy

you’re so wrong you have no idea (i go to the gui software manager and select the flatpak i’m looking for) i bet you feel stupid now, huh

how did you make pfp into a homework assignment for me

I DO ALL THE TIME (i don’t have the aur so i don’t have a choice lmao)

I KNOW but reading names is harrrrrdd pfp is neuron associate

i’ve accepted my niche as the mint user so i can feel superior to windows users without actually having to learn anything unless i want to :>

i was about to send this to you before realizing it was you that posted it pfp confusion >.>

unrelated but when is bsky adding a dislike button?