started typing "meh tbh idk if it does. the request is contradictory - public social media posting that is never encountered by any of the people involved"
...oh wait maybe fedi does solve this
more directly the latter, but the former has quite a bit of truth to it as well, albeit in a more subtle way.
i don’t have the ability to post like a big girl, if you catch my meaning.
my expressions are limited and i don’t know of a way to remove the inhibition. this is somewhat self-imposed but it is still uncomfortable.
i know partially what to attribute it to, but ive been slow to action in the relevant ways.
i think my answer is just to live in silence for now, and retrospectively evaluate when things calm down.
that doesn’t actually work for a variety of reasons, but i think it gestures in the best direction i can reasonably act given my current set of dispositions.