q: how do you find this
a: it’s in a genre i like, heres another example
idk i used to just browse vndb and hop around tags, i prefer the obscure stuff as long as there’s an eng translation
• it’s not like new willow, but i’m nervous about embarrassing myself and not receiving reciprocation. i don’t want to be an intrusion.
• i’m a little more sensitive to how my free time is used at the moment. feeling a tad pinched.
• i’d prefer my engagements receive a better side of me than i’m capable of right now.
i’ll be better soon i hope, but i’m also intensely on edge about what life looks like with nothing to look forward to when i return.
in case this wasn’t clear it means i’ve seen it, but i wanted some objective thing to point to to illustrate beyond anilist, but it was too awkward and forced to just quote without connection, and and and