i don’t mind the words, and i appreciate the engagement 🙂 unfortunately my rejoinder is going to be same old and tired one i always use (mostly in deactivated prxr threads): i am simply not individually powerful enough to meaningfully overcome my conditions, and its not as simple as choosing better.

[sidebar: i obviously can't reconstruct the thread but my half of the most explicit prxr convo can be found with main.bsky.dev/search?q=fro... // pdsls.dev/at://did:plc... 3l53erhsh5622 ]

especially if that “choice” is relegated to the private sphere. it’s not a victory to carve out happiness where i'm granted the permission, it’s a shameful acquiesce to the status quo.

eh. character is pretty malleable to circumstance, and my circumstances are pretty grim. (all the standard caveats that this is not a judgement about my position relative to my peers, this is about my (our) historical positionally)

minima moralia 36

the notion of validity wrt identity is retarded, mostly because identity is retarded

you’re right, it’s weird that my go-to for anti-valid is “smite”

care abt u 2 bestie

gonna smite u

not you 😭 sara has unlimited pontification privileges

i am interested in what you have to say and your reply was relevant and comfy. what i don’t care for is randos calling me valid or npc-posting

it’s an indictment of my character that i’ve become less idiosyncratic

one of the downsides of my posting devolving into flat, banal statements with wide interpretation is that i receive a bunch of pontificating replies i don’t care about

she needs bunny bites

gf bit cross contamination

one of those days realsportsboys.bandcamp.com/album/demon-...

tho does it really count if every day is one of those days

it was for the chat! not all bunnies are as clever as u

i want

get it bc i wanna make out with u

credit card vendor using a .lol tld

Those who talk of revolution without explicit referent to everyday life or understanding what is subversive about love, such people have a corpse in their mouths.

hey wait i already did this lmao

i love u so much :(

‘here’ meaning my current irl location

i don’t belong here

toleration is not a compelling political virtue

i love doing this

oooh i could probably modify my jetstream script to automate additions

dw we will fix this and call soon <3

in the meantime you could always check out the kasey tapes for a sneak peek hehe discord.com/channels/131...

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i mean nothing besides the same tired old shit. work makes me sad, more at 11

yes omfg CNONCY IS RAPPER KANYE WEST SECETLY GAY QUESTION MARK is an all-timer

how are you so real love cokebounce

i agree with rivermede!

my emotions don’t really make sense right now. i keep catching myself at the edge of saying things i don’t believe, so i can express anything at all. i’m pretty sad about nothing in particular and im frustrated that i have nothing worth saying any longer. all my statements are flat and hollow.

i want to read again. i feel powerless and uninspired and anhedonic. i’m not even especially sad, and that makes it worse actually. i’m all numb, and nothing works. cutting myself this weekend was uneventful and not noteworthy. time marches onward.

kogemi fanclub population me

bzzzzzt wrongo

still cute tho

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this post reminds me of

i want to like this post 3 times

ok well i did it and it was excruciating bc mobile but i don’t see it in my listRecords so something is jank

list feeds are peak but i’ll try it out if i ever stray from gods light

i just accidentally opened it on an alt and was filled with despair

discover is bleak