can you imagine if ollie didn’t break up with me and i still had the hailey trip on the books for october

after i got back from finland i bought the brand of shampoo cinny used and its been comforting

love you always

i like the less playful hailey

good luck babe

brooo everyone’s cover sucks except fairys’

they’re calling me the best third wheel in history

layered characters are boring, i’m going to become more flat

accidentally wandered too far, but it’s good for me

this is literal in that it’s gonna take me 40 mins to walk back to campus but it’s also an allegory for my life recently bc i’m deep like that ya feel

suburb strats were a dangerous discovery

bless up to google maps tho she really saved my ass

i probably exerted myself too much but i like moving my body

i like leaves and logs

i’m a dumb teen boy, i like sticks and rocks and mud i don’t care about the government and i really need a hug

oops i had the words wrong

i think i’m gonna go for a walk

this place is crawling with people and my phone is gonna die but fuck it brah

not seeing much of a point for alice roberts rn, it was kinda throwaway acc but had too much visibility. i still wanna music / lyricspost but it doesn’t feel right here either

i’m cautious to talk about myself with hailey, since i know it only leads to dead ends

hard to stay in my place while still filling enough space for her to reply to herself

i do well when the other person is the yapper

lowkey tho i did well on this meeting, i got decently lucky on knowing metric definitions and things like that

the worst part by far was leading my TCs to the wrong location, that building map is so confusing blegh bri

but yea otherwise were pretty chill, i navigated reports a little oddly but thats because they had cucked custom copies

i hate our reporting team so much dude ugh

coparenting calls with julie are nice

i’m fucking myself so hard on sleep tho >.>

not sure how to feel now that i’m leaked but this has been good for me so i think im gonna keep going

i was always kinda posting in mind that it was inevitable and as long as julie and kasey can play along i can too

i think i wanna try hegel again

worried about persistence but i think its really important i do so

i need dialectics more than ever and its simply untrue that i only had one chance to learn

plan is to wrap up dotes 24hr vlog to complete current project then start phenomenology with sadler vid companions. ambitiously i'm hoping to finish by end of year. i should live tweet it to reinforce learning and make mistakes

genuinely wishing u the best

wow this game is really boring as a hand stim, maybe time for 2 week minecraft arc?

weird ow interaction w yufe. q'd into one another while he was grouped on alt. already kinda embarrassed bc low elo. they rolled us obvi, after he inv to group. they already had a tank and my supp was unranked so yufe woulda had to supp so i left group. awkward

it's a shame to repeat sharp things as blurry

worse to express blurry things before they can become sharp

i hope juliet doesnt acknowledge she has seen these

i'm choosing dotesmite thinking right now

i'm glad i got to watch these now

amor fati?

i don't like that the people i'm around are afraid of appearing weak. i don't like the moments where they make me feel tepid about appearing weak (this is mostly around tech). you misread me, i'm not trying to be correct. i'm trying to connect with you (this is mostly about philosophy).

"a vlog can never be forward thinking"

- dotesmite, "behold, the lovegod", 4:35:00

rorty was my last companion

the time for nietzsche is not now

to be clear im choosing to emphasizing the positive side, "i don't" was for clarification but was saying too much