it’s nbd really

white trash

mid day errands felt very freeing in high school when i first got my license

the novelty of the past has worn out

it’s not irrelevant but i’d like if it was sometimes, and maybe the first step to approximating that is forgetting, or never committing to memory to begin with

i like driving around without air conditioning, the air is heavy with heat and makes my cheeks blush

i like when analysts get fired or quit because then the times i embarrassed myself in front of them are wiped from history

contingent contingent contingent

i was on stable ground for a moment

whatever it’s fine

nothing is a problem if you don’t let it be

Delete this post?

cancel our weekly meeting at dawn?! no way dude it’s invaluable hm then maybe show up for once

i like when people use colors to describe sounds

blegh i don’t like my speech

stick to journals, get off the site

ugh i’m tired

stayed up late last night, weird

shut up and let things go is better

free your mind up for better things

you need to be bored to be constructive, don’t ruin it with noise

makes me sad when things get removed from playlists, especially when it’s only one. i don’t have a convenient way of getting it back

i’ve done periodic back ups of the video metadata in playlists but meh it’s not the same, youtube/google api sucks

spam account because i’ve been talking too much

this is a stupid idea

social media is bad (woa rly)

that’s not really what i mean, the blame is very much on me

i struggle to cope with occupying my mind in small bursts

tho lowkey im actually fine and pretty good, these are good problems to have

like the problems are stupid but the fact that i’m having these problems

waow