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the yay-saying negativist
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to be abundantly clear the negativist citation is adorno

posting that was genuinely heartbreaking
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i'm just fucking sad man, everything is a bummer. it is and will be fine, but there's just such a pinch in my heart
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that too was messy and inarticulate, and not in a "waow so raw so deep way". i misspoke and my emphasis is still all wrong but whatever man i'm tired

i think tomorrow i'd like to find a place to hide and listen to music

no shortcut to reading
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your thoughts aren't worth it otherwise. mine haven't for quite a while

humans are really sensitive and weak and disgusting in a nice way
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proto-willow
meeting lia

that nap really helped whew

got weirdly self conscious about my voice today

ah no wonder i was tired and quiet, i walked 6 miles in dress clothes and a 20 pound bag
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id still fuck david tho
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i could use a water break first

hm that was ok, i think im usually a little too quiet
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sweaty and humid now tho, i wanna take a shower
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i’ll go find kitty

my walk took me off campus, which feels more significant
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quite the effort to go from wizards to farm to suburbs
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i think i’d kms if my house was within eyeshot of this fuckass place
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they’re gonna rezone ur ass and build midwest disney world on top
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i don’t think i wanna go back yet

imagine if i kept posting on main with this frequency like i used to, in all its mundanity. delusional to expect i could maintain it with all the eyes, and even more delusional to think it wasn’t affecting me
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why my toes hurt tho, what’s up w that
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full backpack on fancier clothes also not so cozy on this walk
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so much for ugm degen time, the activity is nice enough though. wish there were more dark corners

not much point logging in now that juli’s gone again, but it’s a good call for her. rebirth appropriate
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gonna wander around campus waiting for her call, hopefully this helps. or yknow, fills space
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currently listening: kevin devine’s joey cover

i love you too julie
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i didn’t realize the grok icon on tweets was an actual button and kasey and i played with it after discovering this fact the other day
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i just thought it was like, idk, marketing or something? why would i grok a tweet bro

mary is literally so smart and skilled

today didn’t go 100% as planned but honestly i’m super content
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5 hour post-breakup juliet call will fix you

hard to feel bad though
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idk i feel sympathy but its too messed up right now, i think it needs the reset

does is still count as compersion if the other person isn't necessarily happy?

oh wow shes better than i thought
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really like ayu for her i think accly
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more reflective and experienced, if not quite mature ? still hard to get a read on