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this reminds me, i followed ncs and clonus as soon as i made my account
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i suppose now is as good as ever to leak what inspired this convo

i improved so much !!
https://www.geoguessr.com/vgp/3003
64% in 5:57

geography test: french vs american
usa state map test
juliet got 96% in 2:25
willow got 52% in 4:19

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tho sometimes i confuse Missouri and Iowa for example
did this mistake again

willow
good god

2/5/2024 9:31 PM



this is gonna be blurry but if i zoom in (like i did above) they get less fucked
ok chat i'm now realizing that i accidentally copied my input data rather than output
can you see these characters and do they look normal?
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kasey
wow i feel evil

willow
meh dw abt it, a lot of the exhibits were woke trash of the type you'd expect on a college campus unfortunately. unaesthetic and uninspiring thin presentations making empty gestures. there were several that were nice though, but nothing life changing

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kasey
babe stop leaking our lore

willow
surprisingly this one isn't about you, although now that you mention it i think you did that too
hey jules wanna go on a modern art exhibit date? i'm looking to strike out with #3

this is a killer layout tho i should bring this back
https://kolektiva.social/@Kyler
Kyler
@Kyler@kolektiva.social
Not being or becoming, but embodying the remainder.

This a a paraphrase of a quote from Lee Edelman's No Future (pg 24-25):
Thus, queerness could never constitute an authentic or substantive identity, but only a structural position determined by the imperative of figuration; for the gap, the non coincidence, that the order of the signifier installs both informs and inhabits queerness as it inhabits reproductive futurism. But it does so with a difference. Where futurism always anticipates, in the image of an Imaginary past, a realization of meaning that will suture identity by closing that gap, queerness undoes the identities through which we experience ourselves as subjects, insisting on the Real of a jouissance that social reality and the futurism on which it relies have already foreclosed. Queerness, therefore, is never a matter of being or becoming but, rather, of embodying the remainder of the Real internal to the Symbolic order. One name for this unnameable remainder, as Lacan describes it, is jouissance, sometimes translated as “enjoyment”: a movement beyond the pleasure principle, beyond the distinctions of pleasure and pain, a violent passage beyond the bounds of identity, meaning, and law.

the only hint i have for the hands banner is that the original unedited image, which is just a normal black and white manga panel, is titled 23523. i have another edited version up on https://anilist.co/user/DrearyWillow

pfp is Tōka Takanashi from Love, Chunibyo & Other delusions with sparkles and a collar n shit

this account had some bangers in the 25 posts it made tho
https://kolektiva.social/@Kyler/109724074806015519
Kyler @Kyler@kolektiva.social
the men's bathroom in the gender and women studies department is pristine
Jan 20, 2023, 05:15 PM

bro is just yapping
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Kyler @Kyler - Jan 16, 2023
@iridium nah my local scene kinda blows. i tried for a bit but its all just depressing DSA types. to be fair tho it's possible i'm just not cool enough to know the right people lol

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@Kyler oh im sure you're plenty cool! what is DSA?

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@iridium democratic socialists of america. my local group was a bunch of cosmonaut neo-kautskyites (very reformist oriented), and even that is a slight improvement on the general left-liberal milieu with no real theoretical engagement. other than that there's a few trot groups around but they're insufferable
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can u believe they called me a faggot for this
Squid - You're really not helping your case bro
ManiacOW - Pepelaugh he thinks I made it
Sparx - No its a sign from gail
Sep 23, 2019



someone talk me down from the ledge i’m about to end it all
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suddenly in a fantastic mood
in atproto friends/freaks/faggots
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answer: at least 6
vc
waow
molly (live)
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willow


don’t fear the death of your current self
hi it’s willow
shout out hero apparition

reply to prxr when she comes back from deactivation
yeah sure that's all well and good. if i was being careful it would have been phrased something like "sometimes, i wish i could confidently describe myself with the pretty girl metaphor." sometimes, of course, i don't wish this, and it is not a ontological matter of Truly Being anything.
some things might aid in a self-interpretation, like hrt, because the content of my metaphors don't come from nowhere. there are no necessary conditions, and maybe my conceptions warrants revision, or not being an object of aspiration at all. i am a pretty girl already sometimes, and that's cool.

like 3.8 liters (what the hell is that)
gallon in european startpage search

tapping someone’s pfp in the reply prompt still goes to their profile in the background
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gn bunnies
2 buns
saves - loveletter w/ lhk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jJnhioivkdE
https://soundcloud.com/violinbutterflynet/loveletter
https://soundcloud.com/lhklhklhk
https://madbreaks.bandcamp.com/album/new-blood


i feel obligated to say this is the hamburger helper meme
Kai @kaiklops
Drew like a dark, fucked up version of the hamburger helper mascot haha. Just a glimpse into my dark reality. A full stare into my twisted perspective would make most simply go insane lmao


i really like this - your voice is really nice - i like that you kept in mishaps - im a huge sucker for reflective diary-posting - the anxiety of influence looms large!
Richard Rorty, Contingency, Irony, Solidarity, pg 23-24
Referencing Harold Bloom, The Anxiety of Influence: A Theory of Poetry, 1973

But this does not mean simply that one fears that one's works will be lost or ignored. For that fear blends into the fear that, even if they are preserved and noticed, nobody will find anything distinctive in them. The words (or shapes, or theorems, or models of physical nature) marshaled to one's command may seem merely stock items, rearranged in routine ways. One will not have impressed one's mark on the language but, rather, will have spent one's life shoving about already coined pieces. So one will not really have had an I at all. One's creations, and one's self, will just be better or worse instances of familiar types. This is what Harold Bloom calls "the strong poet's anxiety of influence," his “horror of finding himself to be only a copy or a replica."