Lmfao I love this table of contents. Introduction intricately broken down The Theory of Moral Sentiments Appendix “Dude Smith’s chapter organization is a bitch I’m not fucking with that lmao, good luck”

thats it shut it down no more peer reviews this is a waste of time gg

Oop

posted this classic quote in the gamer gc and they agreed lets goo

https://ia803104.us.archive.org/24/items/ZineArchive/KilltheCoupleinyourHead_READ-1.0.pdf this shit is too goddamn based love it

I hate being seen :( so exhausting

Alright I’ve decided to never go to discussion this shit is so boring - hey guys what do we think about meritocracy and the American dream soy boring zzzzz for anyone that’s thought about it for more than a minute

holy fuck dude im gonna barf i cant handle tucking/ gaff shit so uncomfy holy shit like i get why people would be motivated enough to do that but holy shit i cannot thats too brutal ow owoowowowow

https://youtu.be/OthVYNXOSsY this is really good brief explainer on this thing that i think does a really good job of not discrediting the importance of identity politics - idk about the attachment of "postmodern" label esp bc all quotes are kinda coming from marxists

Dreamt about waiting for gail to be done with something so i could see her, at glacier edge, but taking forever, I get frustrated it’s taking so long so I leave and go to car in parking lot, find mom driving g cart with student, explain frustration, gail comes up as apparently

i brushed my hair after my shower before going out and i felt really pretty about it, even if other stuff is weird rn i have that

I hate all this neutrality devils advocate shit in classrooms fuck you take a position this is bullshit lmfao

Someone in class today is wearing the cutest shit that’s giving me so much euphoria envy shit Pink sweater - textured, not turtle neck but some bigger looser neck thing idk, slits on the base sides that girls have Black leggings White girls boots - not clunky very slim

Everyone confuses meta ethics and normative ethics and it makes discussions worthless

Lmao my teacher introduced Hume as a “pudgy guy” or something

How to self harm without leaving lasting damage that I’ll be annoyed with later

I could probably have time to bleed out for a few days before anyone came to check

Can I just die for a little bit

Desperately want to stay home for a week to figure my shit out

I went for a walk/run 5 mi feel like fucking shit

I’m so fucking erratic I wanna die lol

Today was the strongest inclinations I’ve had to purge lol I still really want to this fucking sucks I hate myself so much

haha binge binge binge binge binge binge binge hahahahahhahahaha

disgusting fucking ugly i hate myself

Speaking of gender expression, I sure hate mine today :D

"Gender expression is an important part of every person's identity, and it's inborn - not something we choose." from Jacob's New Dress. bruh nah can we stop with this shit how would that even work. ah yes before i was introduced to culturally contingent modes of gender expression

listening to the audiobook for start here, start now by liz kleinrock and its mostly really good but fuck man youth liberation again is a huge missing thing i feel. like often its so so so mcuh better than anything else ive read but now were at a section where shes saying things

finishing prison by any other name, still budget foucault, but has some good recent data, desperately desperately needs youth liberation frame

Absurd contradictory and rapidly shifting emotional states tn

“UW Madison recognizes the inherent sovereignty of the Ho-Chunk nation” bruh what I’m so confused how does that work what does that do. I mean good that you talk about colonialism before talks but what materially does that do

days like these are when i really miss having in-person physically intimate relationships :( very comforting to me

Saw someone unironically appeal to leviathan as justification for the state lmao there’s just no way yikes forever

Numb day, oddly enjoyable, everything muted

It’s actually depressing how much of modern feminism is retributive and carceral.

im so fucking tired i think im gonna skip class. no sleep, no food, exercised in the rain 2nd day in a row, intellectually burned out from grinding weekend and trying to also keep up personal interests :(

holy fuck i forgot how frustrating and uncomfortable makeup makes me lmfao. every time i try its like FUCK NO OH GOD THEY DID THAT??/ HOW DOES THAT WORK??? HOW CAN YOUR EYES JUST BE OKAY WITH THAT

ok this is really interesting convo, i think i actually ultimately disagree but very interesting to entertain ideas, i think ill download the vod and upload https://clips.twitch.tv/BitterRudeJalapenoSeemsGood-aVL7xlbDxOHrm7S4

Also lightheaded arc of eating :/ zzz

Did you know you can get acne from washing your face too much? That’s fucked

Collection of things from Twitter this morn

Yo holy shit I need to watch more TheSillySerious/BlondePhilosophy she’s so interesting. Unfortunately she’s only really on twitch but it’s worth it. Really good and interesting takes on consent and sex, but what I’m watching rn is her talking about her virtue ethics and

absolute queerplatonic banger https://youtu.be/27yq-rjESx4

American libertarians have such a bazaar mish mash of contradictory beliefs wtf

Oh and that reminds me I never talked about that thing with my will I mentioned a bit ago. Basically while Gail and I were dating my perspective on my will was like ok gail can take whatever she wants, then isaiah, then parents

Saw someone’s suicide manifesto on the TL, have some thoughts I wanna unpack. (Yeah maybe a little weird to make someone else’s experience about *me*, but idc not like anyone will really see this)

this is what i want my body to look like

im writing a philosophy paper and i always get caught up in studying and understanding a perspective and in the process im just constantly like "ok is this coherent" without regard for whether its true or not and then when i go to critique it im like "but i cant!! its coherent!"

u know that your ribs can be uneven if you have no core muscles? wack

I really need to learn to moderate my mental illness lol - just a little anorexia as a treat. I always go too hard fast

Forgot foggy classes and just being totally checked out - not just like oh I’m not interested but like I physically couldn’t focus if I wanted to. My body feels exhaustion