Timeline - Posts (page 104)

.Oct 8, 2021

Yesterday I tried to explain school abolition in DSA lol idk if I did a very good job. I get so nervous and flustered in groups too big, but there were only like 10 people. Really need to work on eye contact with people

Also had really good and long convo with Ryno too :) I really like him

Someone at my DSA meeting cited Lenin and kropotkin back to back

Are there allosexuals that chase asexuals? I can imagine but the motivation would have to be so interesting

def hitting the depression and lethargy stage of not eating well, so annoying

forgot this weird feel where tummy is so empty you feel like youre gonna vomit. but also bazaar that i dont feel hungry at all lol, body has just given up on cues ig

Cat is the only person I see post good takes on insta, mostly organizing (thats real not performative) but also stuff like this

fck

I hate that nitzsche was right about defining words, it means I’ve gotta read all of history before speaking

.Oct 6, 2021

quoted malatesta is my paper lmfao

.Oct 6, 2021

https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/brian-a-dominick-animal-liberation-and-social-revolution#toc11 this is the best vegan text omg https://youtu.be/KViYiDn-p60

theanarchistlibrary.org

Animal Liberation and Social Revolution

Brian A. Dominick Animal Liberation and Social Revolution a vegan perspective on anarchism or an anarchist perspective on veganism, with a preface by Joseph...

.Oct 6, 2021

https://t.co/PlN9BSu2Uo im brain blasting i hate these like 3 word terms with idiosyncratic meanings fuuuck T-T https://t.co/xbxgY5ebpB you fool, how could you have mistaken socially neccesary labor time for lower phase constant abstract labor value time

theacheron.medium.com

How “Socialist” Can Commodity Production Really Get?

Commodity Production has been a hot topic in Marxist debates in the last century. This article serves to clarify its meaning, role and…

Hmmm it is possible I have been misusing femme, and should instead be using fem

Also I’ve been thinking about how my social interaction comfortability varies on how many are there. Like one on one can be pretty weird for me, like there’s too much pressure on me to talk. But if I’m really engaging like philosophically w someone and I’m comfortable with

Feeling great physically after not overeating for a couple days. My hunger cues are all off prob eternally so previously I think I was eating an unhealthy amount until i was basically in pain and could really feel it, which is super shit lol. It’s just frustrating to have to

I genuinely have over 150 tabs open of stuff I’m trying to read like fuuuck it’s so hard to get through, esp when one reading leads me to a bunch of others I’m passionate about. But I love following passion so I wouldn’t have it any other way, just wish I could be more organized

I wanna look into the political economy/philosophy of marginalism more deeply. Been taking another look at Marx and my head spinning a bit (in a good way)

https://youtu.be/wO7fJpwTzTI this is a really good example of how progressive people / demsocs are really weird and misinformed. they dont really understand like the processes of capital, and therefore like gesture at "lefty opinions" but dont have a coherent philosophy to back it up

youtu.be

"He's DUMB, MAD And OBSESSED With Me!" - ActualJake Responds To Destiny's Tweet

Lol fk there’s this girl named Maya in my class and she’s super cute and we got paired to talk and I was really nerv >.< I feel like social stuff is really hard bc my personality has developed into kinda flirty sounding default? Like I’ll constantly compliment friends and call

Also seeing this stuff has been really hard

really wild how much not eating much for a day can really change, feel really good about body rn, ive sorta been maintaining for a bit but i think i want to drop just a touch, i know prob unhealthy but ill stay within good range (i know that ill say that now and might feel diff

Wanted to talk to Bookchin person but got shy again rip

Liz Kleinrock's Start Here Start Now: A Guide to Antibias and Antiracist Work in Your School Community is probably the best work I've read on social justice pedagogy. I only have access to the intro and first chapter but already far far better than books like Racism without

oh my god im crying

I’m so fucking tired but I can’t fucking sleep. And I’m doing this thing where I ruminate over every social interaction ever and beat myself up over it and it sucks :( hurty

Stephen J Ball, The teacher’s soul and the terrors of performativity. seriously good piece. i could read it a bunch of times and i hope i will again soon. talks about how people and institutions change as a result of advanced liberal reforms. super interesting and basically

actually i realize ive had chest stuff going on for a while, contrary to what i said the other day. i dont know if its really dysphoria, because that feels like a bit term and its not like that bad, but i mean there definitely has been a shift in my understanding and relationship

i hate my body in theory but then i look in the mirror and feel ok (only when wearing lots of clothes actually seeing skin is sad). This demonstrates that marx was mistaken and idealism was correct all along. in this essay i will

made this for muz lol

.Oct 2, 2021

lol im so tired and i hate my body :/ having a rough go rn. dont feel like i can relax. also funny news i got 10/10 on my garbage presentation lmao in case we needed any more proof that grades are useless

.Oct 2, 2021

wanna die :/

.Oct 2, 2021

i just had the most bazaar interaction?? i was walking my dad out after he helped me in my apartment and this guy and 2 girls leave the elevator. were ahead so i open the door for my dad and everyone else. my dad and the girls walk through but the guy stops while walking and

What an odd time to look in the mirror and feel really good about myself

Lol I just spent an hour sweating dreading my presentation god fuck hell Seriously my heart was beating so fast fuck , didn’t help that I realized the whole thesis of my presentation was way more unclear than I thought right before class so I spent all this time panic editing

I have a lot of thoughts and feelings I'd like to process and write down so I think I might just do that for a bit - probably just gonna make one giga vent thread

I am once again begging for progressives to stop appealing to “normality”

reading "prison by any other name" bc the abolitionist dsa reading group is doing it and its literally just a worse discipline and punish. i mean i guess its phrased easier and has more up to date data and language but meh zz the way they make the args annoy me

.Sep 30, 2021

I’m gonna end it all if I hear another college humanities liberal idpol wokeoid invokes ethical relativism to disprove Kant

.Sep 30, 2021

I think I have found someone I actually admire in history, whereas before I never could. Harry Kelly, anarchist, Modern Schooler, seems like he was pretty decent guy actually. Avrich didn't hesitate to bring up the faults of other people within the Ferrer movement, but Kelly

It’s pretty incredible how fast my anxiety can go from 0 to like really high - extra school project, landlord stuff, social interaction stuff - it’s all like stuff I have minimal control over and I can’t really plan around, really stressful to me

The steroid shots in my neck have worked really well - much much flatter and color is much much more faint

shooting my shot im so nervous 😬😬😬 i dont wanna say the wrong thing or be weird ah

this is such a great succinct explanation of what truly liberatory education is about

Reading "The Modern School Movement" by Avrich and there are a few things that stick out to me as lessons from past attempts at liberatory pedagogy. 1. Money - often reliant on donations to stay afloat, which makes sense, ideally would be offered freely. Great challenge to

i wanna study international relations and see how and why its different from US federalism vs rojava style federalism

yo just reflecting on communist manifesto and ethics of care. one objection to EoC is that it just reinforces and valorizes oppressed values rather than subverting them. But i think a good counter example is how efforts to squeeze more profit out of the working class involved

mom pushing me to do exercise n stuff is very funny (i want to do more exercise its just funny how unaware she is of weight/ana considerations, which is part of my problematic motivation :P)

im becoming more and more pleased with my hair :) feel v pretty