Also this acc started a year ago and I’ve tweeted 1345 tweets to myself, FeelsGoodMan

Also I had some sugar today and holy shit my heart went wild. Body def isn’t used to lol

Soooooo tired after spending time with family. I go at 100% and then sudden boom I’m down to nothing and just die

I’m thinking about things in my life that hinted at normative positions I hold now (relationship anarchy, anarchic in general, queer gender identity, vegan). Some of them have really nothing at all that I can remember (vegan) but others do.

Lol it’s funny how I now go on walks just because

Reading Ideology and Utopia and I’ve just barley started but this guy is just saying banger after banger like literally I’m highlighting every paragraph wtf

Feeling very tired out. Glad it’s weekend. Don’t know what I’ll do tho. No energy to read or game or social. Maybe anime/manga? Don’t feel like I can fully enjoy either. Just wanna lay down

reading "screw consent" which is like largely interesting? but a ton of the examples are like totally not with my intuitions and he acts like theyre just immediately obvious. perhaps i would be more open if i was more familiar with the literature hes contributing to?

didnt love love this manga (My Lesbian Experience With Loneliness), bc the themes explored and "moral of the story" type things weren't that great, but frequently very relatable to past or rough patches. but wanted to take note of these panels

Rereading through highlights of Malatesta's anthology and wanted to document some of the more explicit examples where he talks about what anarchist organizations look like, as i think theyre really inspiring

Lol in class this person defending “kids have to eat vegetables” - actually the most annoying thing lol. I had to make notes to myself about all the reasons it bothered me so much

also i reread malatesta's Anarchy and its got some great passages lol

feeling really content and satisfied with life rn :)

Soooo tired and cold feeling super cuddly

Oh in class I wrote a bunch about “getting over” (2 full pages of back and forth with myself) the conclusion I came to was that it’s basically fine to have lingering affections for someone that used to be in your life, as long as it 1) doesn’t interfere with other people,

This is absolutely true, but also crucially depends on the legitimacy of the state. I really like this argument because it makes commitments and assumptions very clear.

Ummm I just saw gail lol

im so tirrrreeddddd i woke up at 1am after like 3 hrs sleep and ive been brain blasting since then now im sleeepyyy but i have class boooo

kant is a fucking banger dude how have i not looked into this before chasing the dragon of philosophy stimulation and kant is my dealer

holy shit this is really interesting actually i dont know what to make of this yet https://www.reddit.com/r/askphilosophy/comments/gjtvb0/is_virtuous_circularity_taken_seriously_in/

finally got a pdf of The Death of Human Capital and it is really good :)

lol i have so much excited energy rn even tho its p late for me im feeling really good lol its cute :)

Note to self: if your future irl friends are pre med you have a problem and deserve to be made fun of for your weird affinity

Attending a bioethics group tonight, will update later

Lmaooo this is the shit I dealt with yesterday

Tactically making friends from different cultures so I can dress up as a caricature of them

on the topic of thinking about gail stuff, something i would like to note is how beneficial this period of time has been to me

fuck dude lately ive been internally simping hard for gail lol wtf

Lmao I was so fucking right oh my fucking god Karl Kautsky Co op Capitalism Nationalize some stuff

Windy cold weather + punk (no ca$h) + walk home is nice :)

Also I def got my groove back after reading manga for a bit, only took like 2 volumes

Attending a YDSA talk tonight titled “what will socialism look like?” And I’m ready to be disappointed

also valkyrae is having a bunch of drama rn for the blue light skincare scam and it would be really interesting to see what gail thinks lmfao

nvm found my groove listening to k-indie and reading Bloom Into You manga

still stuck in this rut. its not even like i feel like i have to be productive or something, its more like im not enjoying leisure activities either. its kinda annoying :/

I’ve been feeling really restless but also really tired and overwhelmed. Like I want to do something but I’m too depressed and tired to do anything of substance, so I just watch mindless YouTube or something

👏no more thinking about gail before you to go sleep 👏 you will dream about her 👏

I haven’t been updating very much recently, I think Ive been partially overwhelmed and partially sad and partially just not feeling like reflecting. Food has been weird I don’t really wanna talk about it

Watched Wolf Children anime movie and kept thinking about how funny it would be to watch it with Gail. The furry moments are actually hilarious and often super cringe even tho I liked it overall, like the wolf having weird human hair or being edgy for no reason

feelin a bit depressi today. skipped all my classes, watching anime, avoiding doing heavy reading.

someone used "they" as a pronoun for me when most people would normally have used "he" :)) happy moment

Lmfao some guy just justified private property by saying it’s biologically inherent not just to humans but all animals

Had a really weird dream where my dad was throwing knives at us on the trampoline. Gail was there too lol idk

holy fuck this is so fucking based https://youtu.be/TWkTeeejS8k

:)

Lmfao I’m so done with outside

I wanna go home :( going out bad

Burned through a ton of the Malatesta anthology today; super clear writing, but not theoretically light either. Seriously such a kind and realistic person, genuinely committed to the wellbeing of all.

We are anarcho-syndicalists on the shop floor, green anarchists in the woods, social anarchists in our communities, individualists when you catch us alone, anarcho-communists when there’s something to share, insurrectionists when we strike a blow.

episode 21 of devilman (1972) truly shows the dangers of centralization and therefore the misguided foundations of the modern liberal state. in this essay i will