sometimes i wake up at 2am, type something like this, then conk back out

the challenges of modern dating

guy dinner

so close!! that’s actually marx

me and the bad bitch i pulled by being autistic

wishing many curses upon UTC+02:00

LibreOffice Calc rizz

it’d be nice to be forgotten

i don’t think about relationships the same as others

i think i ran out of feelings

tranny turtles tranny turtles

the top willow fact you need to know is that all my symptoms are ego syntonic

oh my fucking god i forgot the ecstasy of reading something truly insightful and resonant and new and holy fucking shit this rocks

🗣️🗣️🗣️

i’m joining the [subject] war on the side of [unintuitive agent] my reasoning? you wouldn’t get it. we disagree on priors and while yours are widely legible and i would argue reified, mine are not and much more difficult to comprehend.

not me creating an important input file for prod named “waow.txt” only to discover there is already a waow.txt from last time

i feel a little better after a walk in the rain

sobbed through all the tissues in my office

I will not always be here. I will not always love you exactly like you wish. You will not be everything for me and I will not be everything for you.

unfortunately soap was right this time

what i offered you was more messy and unclear. i’ve since changed for others, but i don’t think i want to take my misguided leap back - it’s yours. i’m yours.

thank you for being my Fifteen Fathoms, Counting yesterday

I said a lot of stupid things in the winter once the ice got thinner But somehow we managed through the fall So I guess it's not that bad at all That we're not a thing But you're here, that's the thing And I'm not trying to give you a ring Well, maybe on the phone if you let it sing

5 simple words can be deceptively comforting

i said good night but i don't know if i'll be able to sleep

i feel as if there is a hole in my chest

i really love 2 people in particular right now. there are so many more i admire, respect, care deeply for. the mourning i feel for them is a tidal wave crashing against my spiritless frame. cry with me, please.

relevant once again

yea i think im soft deactivating again. if you see this my blocklist needs to be updated

maybe it's time to call it a night

what a neat shape

freedom of movement for all. fuck your border.

@renahlee.bsky.social pdsls.dev/at/did:plc:h...

i'm thankful to my friends for dealing with me delicately.

fern knows how to act. bunny will figure it out, or hop away. whichever works.

choking while re-masticating theological absurdities

i'm actually insanely sensitive rn and i don't know what to do with myself. usually when i get like this the night ends with my leg cut open so stay tuned

i should do all my sadposting on this acc so it gets wiped away when the pds dies

the fans are raving

shout out to the guy who built my pc for leaving an accessible sata cable slot on my mobo so i didn't have to unplug my gpu

this is a good 'before' picture probably