Yoo I should rewatch bakugan anime

still not accustomed to dollposting meta here

bass players 🤤

Rain

customer has tgirl swag inflection, love her

gah the cringe it hurts

2020 -> 2023 lol

wish I could get back into reading, but I don’t even have the energy to leave my bed after getting home from work nowadays

kinda wild that class reductionism nonsense can still be so popular in so many circles. Ig single axis of analysis makes everything nice and tidy, also makes you a moron

give it a few more days I’ll be back to being more rested

Jordan seems really cool and I love when he joins Oli in screaming, and compositionally he seems very competent… but I really dislike the direction BMTH has gone with him and I miss the vibe w Jona so much. Obv its a lil unclear how much can be attributed to Jordan, since their sound was always

too many damn light switches in my apt

My linguistic and conceptual repertoire is painfully limited. All felt and thought by humans > things codified into language > words reasonably available to contemporary me (not lost to time/location/region locked) > exclusive English fluency > words I’ve been exposed to > vocabulary I maintain

I fall in love - not just romantically, but in all domains - quickly* and deeply, and without much commitment or consistency. This is a characteristically young person’s way of approaching the world, and I wonder if it will change over time.

Much to my dismay, I enjoy many aspects of my job

This actually makes me a bit sad. I remember watching recordings of older bmth shows where Ollie would goad the audience to come touch him, and security would try and fail to keep the horde at bay. Here he kinda just wanders around and high fives some ppl.

I slept less than 3 hours last night, and I feel something less and more than tired rn. I already napped and my eyes feel shadow pain behind and underneath them, like it’s in my bones. I don’t even know how to describe the feeling I’m having. It’s not tiredness or fatigue, it just feels really bad.🤕

yeowch neck hurty

Good luck bonding over mutual interests with someone whose passions are so transient, whose fixation is so overbearing, whose engagement with community oscillates from exclusively observational to outright rejection with no in between.

No one has better music taste than my past self - who else could have such bangers just waiting to be shuffled through?

Critical support for the C-suite exec posting “This looks good. A lot of great information.” in the chat while the call is reviewing the work I did that he absolutely does not understand lmao

still can’t believe my employer has gotten away with posting orientalism on main for like a decade, like people have to show up to that building every day man

Attempting to explain Halimede to the uninitiated is more difficult than I thought it would be lol

It’s reasonable to have concerns about what they’re called, but I actually think gynephilia and androphilia as concepts are very helpful because they dissociate the user’s gender identity from who they’re sexually attracted to

the early 2010s was such a lovely time for earnestly cringe angsty melodramatic emo music

Ling tosite sigure is fucking incredible. compositionally mind blowing, vocals dripping with emotion, guitars spark with energy; everything is spectacular - but the thing i can't stop thinking about is how they've made me realize how criminally under-utilized and under-appreciated the hi-hat is.

i was never really bothered by it, but it's kinda nice to have an apartment where I don't have to hear my neighbors, traffic, or a frat party down the street lol

I know it shouldn’t be surprising, but it still is a little shocking to see the extent to which “commentary influencers” are just baldly agents of social reproduction

Screenlife weekend is over, here's the result (i was fairly generous with grading)

this is related to (or a symptom of) my lacking ability to properly change the subject. i play within the rules of the game provided and have immense difficulty fluidly transitioning from context to context. I remain trapped with my own lack of imagination and lack of courage

Sometimes life is in between keyframes

The crisp night air is so comforting

the screenlife film genre is not ready for tiling window managers

i think i'm kinda lonely but the thought of being around someone rn is repulsive

feel nauseous, i believe this is my body telling me to stop eating the same thing for every meal

screenlife binge rankings so far: searching missing unfriended: dark web unfriended megan is missing the den open windows

i love screenlife films, theyre so bad

Megan is Missing is such a blatantly and objectively bad film that I'm tempted to say it loops back around to being somewhat good in some ways - but I don't think I can.

i think its kinda endearing that a few of the ppl i consistently work w are having more comfy dynamics over time. theyre picking up on my habits, tendencies, and can pick up on my emotional state more easily. i dont mind being open and chill w ppl, and its nice to have the support/understanding

I don’t wanna upgrade my RAM bc my MB is DDR4, so I should get new MB. New MB prolly wont fit nice in current case bc it’s tight pre-build. CPU prolly not compatible w new MB, replace that too. Have to be careful about wattage w new parts, maybe new PSU… mmk nvm I’m not upgrading anything

I HAVE ENERGY

dawg my customer is just reading out his personal credit card number on a call with 20 people for testing purposes 😭 poor guy is gonna get his identity stolen

Maybe I am missing something, but I just haven’t seen a good definition or explanation of the whole ‘internal monologue’ thing.

Sometimes I forget how massive the proportion of 16 year olds is in most online spaces

It’s so funny how 90% of current leftwt discourse is just failed reading comprehension of a single paragraph

Shout out to all my nudes hosted on discord’s servers that are just deep web links accessible to anyone Horny girls have terrible opsec

I’m being tossed under the bus and they don’t even understand what they’re talking about T-T

I wasn’t really paying attention but I wonder how much more lenient my teachers were on me during my 5 doctors visits a week ED phase lol