i love you and i’m gonna cry more

sometimes i just get overwhelmed

all my friends mean so much to me and it’s hard to disambiguate the feelings, there are these swirling waves and glimpses of experiences and associations that emerge and fall back into the swell again and again

it’s a very roundabout way to get there. the proximate thing is that i’m (for some inexplicable reason) exposing myself to more contemporary political content and its hopelessly dour and sad and hateful. the world is trying to make me a raz liberal, i just hate cruelty right now

and that painful energy gets weirdly funneled into the affection i feel for the ones i love

i’m so much more sensitive now, and my sphere of concern is so much tighter and more concrete. i don’t know if it’s a regression before or a progression beyond the enlightenment, probably a little of both

i've fallen behind on sleep

i'm gonna take a shower then finish this anime

tomorrow i’ll vacuum

i think avoiding media posts are important for my mental clarity

data weighs on my brain concomitant with its size i suppose

unemployed friend on a tuesday at 2pm: babe look i entered all of windows-1252 into a guarantor note in a follow-up billing activity

plan for today: find a dark room in storybook and read the denials galaxy guide

nvm i’m fatigue by the effort people are making me go through, im gonna chill and anime or something

i lied i did work instead

i like that my pfps characteristically tend to have their eyes closed or hidden

thanks chloe

saoirse dream day

works cuz it makes the cinny shaped hole in my heart that much wider

maybe i’ll find the words in another day

use this to identify my shoes when i assassinate a prominent public figure

i just cry a lot sometimes

my tears are very warm

i don’t like having so many windows open on my computer

i clean up after myself yknow

beyond wasteful and cluttered it’s just claustrophobic and the aesthetics are offensive

uh oh forgot my headphones at home

i’m going back

NVM

having a work wife that is also my real wife is so goated dude

my optometrist has these octopus jelly stress balls and i like squishing the little feet beans

i like the phrase “practice medicine”

i dreamt i was driving my moms van and was terrified by the sluggish handling

awful thing to press the brakes and not show any signs of stopping

things have a funny way of lingering in my mind

i love my garish terminal colors

shame i don’t get to hang with them too often

windows media player user, opinion discarded

still better than vlc tho

me waking up to the alarm i set yesterday: >:(

😭 we’re so cooked

“the army doesn’t kick out gay people chat” “yea but they do kick out trans people” “so you’re telling me the army has the freest smash tournaments of all time” +2 ludwig i didnt know u had game like that

doing just fine

rip jd youtu.be/FUnHR7BTVxM

i want to post ivri.bandcamp.com/track/pg-2 and log out forever, but i can’t be bothered to even do that much

more accurate but less apt is ivri.bandcamp.com/track/sphere...