it’s one of those things where i oscillate a lot, in a way that leads me to believe im evaluating the wrong dimension, or at least have a few things jumbled together inappropriately. but yea i like whatever the current state is :)

my how i’ve changed

here’s a diary expanding on that post. this was recorded a year after my last irl encounter with kasey, and a week before us reconnecting

drawing specific attention to “my own terms”:

doesn’t exist yet

yea we’re just having fun, it’s more like “all the pre-you history that i can remember”, like she knows the cannon life events and stories

200 hours of relationship meta-commentary: partially because i love you or whatever, but mostly because there’s literally nothing else left

my lovely meow meow @kasey.cafe

kasey wrote this post

i'm like this with @androgyne.online

awwww please

one of the essential n0 vids lol

when i die my only request is that all my voice memos and dms and internet history are compiled into something that resembles laingame.net

it’s so good 🩵

that’s the joke yea

not cool seri

reading this backwards: if you are a feminist, why wouldn’t you be a transgender woman?

resisting the urge to restart my caffeine dependence

your pedagogical ideas suck for the education of normie users

like you obscure the most crucial parts in an effort to be approachable and make the whole thing more convoluted

you’re late unfortunately

had to hop on the alt to keep eris out of the discussion, i get it

bold words to someone who can see your calendar

i’m omw >:3

mentally i’m still here lainzine.org/HFTW.pdf

i should use “irl_name” instead of “deadname”

“meatspace referrer” is most apt but a bit of a mouthful

felt very much, i hate language and even with close relationships ilys feels insufficient sometimes

scraping your blobs before our first date

i thought this said “bluesky is a dating website” and was gonna reskeet

o/

@number-one-warned.rat.mom (the real one)

alt text backfill (and edit)

nice try eris i’m onto you

yea that’s why my publicagekey post for supercoolclient is always on top pdsls.dev/at://did:plc...

(still don’t like that choice fwiw but idc it’s fun)

you'll both have to earn it :3

<3

no one id rather take psychic damage from <3

holy fuck i’m wet

kasey is making twitter alts now apparently

hell yes

in the willowcast home i eventually developed a trinary scheme of ideal types composed of “programmer freaks”, “artists”, and “humanities fuckers”, and it was noted that you sprawled all 3

(“artists” didn’t receive an additional label of derision because it was an insult enough on its own)

intersubjective untangling is like hella rad yo, i think ive just been more recently reticent to broach until at least a modicum of my own unclarity is resolved. still unsure where these observations leave me but it’s bookmarked as a consideration now and thats enough