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i’m always saying this !!!!

this was one of the greatest willow choices ever
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i love being young and reckless

you should have a little kasey to come home to so you can be warm when you’re done

what’s happening now that makes it bad

i should remind myself that no one knows the goats of my favorite niche music subculture
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hey look it’s m-3 willow

it's 3x bc thats as much as my poor little microsoft surface can manage before melting


eager and filled with desire

it was cute, one tapped me on the shoulder and asked me to turn on her reading light while the subtitles were talking about a character’s sister complex

watching yuri between two grandmas on my flight

it’s consistent and free and i haven’t modified my practices in years but google tts is pretty serviceable tbh
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oh yea in case it wasn’t clear i don’t use a local tts thing unfortunately
Optional - Balabolka TTS

Download Balabolka as an alternative to gTTS

This is my preferred free Text-to-Speech method. gTTS gets rate limited very quickly.
If you are not on Windows, Balabolka runs through Wine. You can configure a Wine prefix if desired.
Ctrl+K for Skin options. "FM" is my preference.
Ctrl+Shift+D for Use Online TTS Service. "Google [1] - English (US)" is my preference.

https://github.com/DrearyWillow/pdfp?tab=readme-ov-file#optional---balabolka-tts




this is the first period in my life i feel like i have a community. i love you all so much and i feel so loved. when i fall you catch me. thank you

i’m obfuscating a bit by using “cron”, because my company has their own proprietary batch scheduler process lol

first one finishes, next day doesn’t run

lmfao my corpo added performance logging to a slow extension one upgrade, which had the predictable result of nuking performance to the extent it made the system unusable
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on the bright side it did answer some fun hypotheticals like “what happens if a daily cron job takes more than 24 hours”


fuck printers btw

I AM SO FUCKING RELIEVED
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i’m gonna cry, so much tension just fell out of my body
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i did okay i did okay it’s all okay

nervously typing on bsky dot com before the impending doom of my meeting

yeah that too, i was just hella motivated after missing jay most of my socials over time have been like finding a small bitchy asian cis woman and getting subsumed into her friend group for a bit, so you could try that
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notably nothing in that thread really worked, and neither did my asian girlies. my current arc is the only one i’m actually somewhat content with socially

fall in love idk honestly mine was super an accident work helped me by forcing me to un-anxiety a bit e just made me like people more


i just need to make it through today


heh yeah, you do like doing that. some day it’ll work

do u fw white boy ass

you make me feel okay again

does your group benefit at all from ejecting them? or is it just like “no free riding”


my job is kinda the worst level of abstraction imaginable if something goes wrong
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i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know

yeah it’s fine i’m not even mad at her, it’s even admirable in a certain way, but i can’t deal with it right now

i think i’m gonna have a breakdown lol i can’t handle 12 hour days filled with critical escalations
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also i’m sorry but fuck you prxr, this isn’t exactly voluntary.
this is partially a skill issue that i'm just hopelessly incompetent

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@sillytroll.bsky.social
not a skill issue
why put yourself into a place you don't like and keep doubt/critical yourself find a place where truly appreciate your talent and that's all
this opinion is all thing I try to express in the past all the time...
February 5, 2025 at 2:45 PM

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Isn't it stupid to have to cater to/ compare others' strengths with your own weaknesses