like istg sorority girls are a different species

uncanny valley of humanity

i’d be lying if i said cis womanhood wasn’t the most confusing / alienating part

i’m lying again though because it’s not cis womanhood as such and rather the whole presentation is off putting by virtue of it only being achievable by a cis woman, and a very specific kind at that

i was reading too much into it, it’s just that i couldn’t see myself enjoying any time with them

i’ve changed outfits 3 times already and nobody can tell because it’s just variations of black hoodie black sweatpants

what is this bum ass town bruh 😭

doing the same thing an expecting the same result, call that a replication crisis

not too fond of the air quality here

me and my beautiful transgender wife (utah)

not exactly 1:1 but have you seen what chad has been working on with slices?

i think i’d prefer to never drive at all, but i’ll make the most of it

i’m cute irl

<3

had the full gf experience today: - she’s late for an event, doesn’t know what to wear - can’t make up her mind on plans, eventually decides to have me drive her - i need to get her starbucks on the way - can’t give directions because she’s busy texting, we miss 4 turns

there is more but you get the picture

“how should i explain what we are to my friends” is funnier when she realizes she doesn’t even have a viable name or pronouns for me

if nothing else, it was nice to get minimally presentable for this visit

i’m so hype to be alone whew

i don’t even wanna watch it i just wanna bask in the glory of that thumbnail title combo

college dorm room chatter

WideHard

i don’t feel like eating at all

lol reading as social activity is not the play

i unironically believe this

i don’t wanna intrude, i’ll ask for the reference later. admiring the contemplation from a distance. great writer

ambivalent asexual

the #1 kypha fan agrees

lol i just wanna arrive

mood lull

i’ll bounce back in half an hour

heh i think it’d be funny to treat @dreary.dev as an archive account, like @disheveleddiary.bsky.social

bio could carry over too :p

the american psyche thrives best on the road

freud relocating his free association sessions to an SUV on an 8 lane highway to accommodate his mentally deficient patients

guess who

cramming experience doesn’t make up for lost time

but it might be a good idea anyways !

mostly got the educative failure

but isn’t that the benefit of most experience !

i should probably get gas and piss soon

you aren’t the girl i fell in love with and that’s fucking awesome

i love when i’m a boy

brooo configure your mychart messages not to send notifs after 7 loser, you had to go out of your way to bug me!

for all its disappointments, i suppose our relationship did fulfill dinah’s original anticipations of disruption and excitement, albeit indirectly through people better suited for the task

god damnit google stop trying to make me go through chicago

forgot the forbidden bloomington IL -> bloomington IN strat and i paid for it by missing my exit

back on track B)

just a settled issue once and for all. beyond the emotions directly related to the issue at hand, you and the people around you that help you navigate the world will have feelings about the very fact of recurrence, which will influence this new compromise