70% starting an already abstract sentence then doubling back and disagreeing with myself, never finalizing a coherent thought 15% hollow admiration and affection 10% "i'm tired/depressed" 5% silence i don't know how to fill
i’m joining the [subject] war on the side of [unintuitive agent]
my reasoning? you wouldn’t get it. we disagree on priors and while yours are widely legible and i would argue reified, mine are not and much more difficult to comprehend.
But I have enough confidence in what you are to know that your being is dear to me. Life without you would not be impossible, it would be terribly more empty and grey.
what i offered you was more messy and unclear. i’ve since changed for others, but i don’t think i want to take my misguided leap back - it’s yours. i’m yours.