i slept in a bit this morning because i stayed up late, but i don't have that luxury tonight ! lock in bestie

i have the gamer gene

when the boysmell hits juuust right

i hit the sweet spot, you gotta feel bad for those who have to be around real boys @ f*sdem

wdym "considering"

polyphony is cool in theory but it doesn't work so well

gtk 3 > gtk 4 also you had the chance to free yourself from the ugly left sidebar

i should be nice its very very new, im just saying from current-day usability pov

flatpak is so mega ass dude omfg :sob: :sob: :sob:

well that's not true

then again no one uses the term right anymore in part because anything contributing to proper dual power is so far out of reach. the meta has moved on to calling things "prefigurative", which sounds awesome and revolutionary and it's great because you can pursue it in unthreatening weakness

i don't mean to be so dismissive because yea it's worth doing and yea it is necessary and genuinely individually transformative, albeit as basically a more action-oriented form of consciousness raising. theoretically the action could be leveraged further but like that's not happening.

it's also worth doing because the alternative is acquiescent accomodation to the status quo and while this is inevitable when weak, making a conscious effort to behave differently in the spaces granted as "private", you might as well try to make your action as utopian as you can imagine

it sucks less in the here-and-now for yourself and others and might help you imagine further. but yknow from a macro perspective i think it's fair to admit we're basically at "subversive poem" tier behavior

im well aware there are more ambitious projects of prefigurative institution building, some that could even be dual power, and these are a necessary precondition of a more complete consciousness raising. but the benefit of prefigurative politics is the slippage between the revolutionary and private

(i use "benefit" cynically here of course). you get to feel subversive and as a part of a larger struggle while not doing very much at all. which yknow, is fine. by the time you get over it you're likely to have some cool intuitive styles of relating that persist

ngl i don't fw the timpani so much, just an ostentatious percussion piece

the urge to message all my signal contacts they are beautiful and how much i appreciate their unique contribution my life and the ways i value contributing to theirs

wait huh it's not working even now what the hell. oh well, tomorrow problem

me when i lie and it's fine

i sure post about this girl a whole lot

it's cool how kasey and i swapped personalities in the last two months

jetstream blipped again, if ur on my feed and u care go to the profile meow

signing off o7

kasey watching what i'm up to and saying "oh you little mittens mage"

demos are awesome but they shouldnt be mixed with the og tracks in an album release

both are disrespected

im getting a little too comfortable posting wagie things publicly

etr 870 is the best indexed item

this album is nice yay

it's not looking good chat im launching citrix

never good when you get the night mode wallpaper

the hard part about vpning into work is not working

it's amazing what laying down for a bit and resting can achieve

next week will be a sad music week too but that's ok

it's not

irish car bomb but it's prog into a monster

growing up is giving up

my head hurts and i want dark

sam forgot to pillify the gif alt text

or yknow paddify even lol

im looking forward to enjoying music again this weekend

the wertkritik server has been infiltrated by mrbeast crypto scam spam

there's kind of an ironic beauty to it

i may be a skittish kitty but it serves me well sometimes

subscript errors 😰

if the hb search fails because of the new summary data it will be very funny

or rather the contexts of application aren't very imaginative or compelling, and although i think it's bound to run into its own contradictions, id like to see them play out