evidently ive been spending too much time with annie lol

plurality is a cute way to multiply the identity problem that gives you enough to juggle to keep yourself busy, i appreciate it as an identity tech

it's just so clearly an unwieldy self-obsessed private language tech that you can't meaningfully expect anyone to take seriously

personification and disaggregation in general are like underappreciated, i'm not sure about underutilized though

i was an idiot last year

re:peiwen

i mean kinda? i was an idiot but mostly because i extended too many versions of myself that collapsed when they were forced to cohere

like kasey hates willow willow which is why they stay separate and at most i tell her about the actions our shared body took

i should totally atprotoify discord1 but it probably has like 10 trillion dox in it

that's a lot of bsky posts, especially considering 300 char splits lol

obvi i wouldn't include # secret but if it did...

there are better ways to archive discords anyway if i so desire

i stayed up too late again because someone invited me to, bad habit

bro i miss my friends

im just prog

you can think your way out of connection

lowkey it is kinda cool to have a little defined problem space and a bunch of little critters interacting in the wires

suspicious previous post

if you don't have enough time to recouperate, just steal time from sleep and there will be no adverse results

i finally read pauls 3 schemas (i forgot about the tab)

at least the sections had names even if the title didnt

nobody believes me when i go on anti-healthcare rants

if i have to read the words "aging population" one more time i think i might vomit

"not that you've made much progress" okay but come on now

like bsky.app/profile/taro... isnt truly the same at all i just thought it'd be funny to say so, and yea i have continued to make similar mistakes, but the dividing line is not pre-e/post-e and tbh i don't even actively consider "escaping my past" or whatever rn

hahahhahaha

socially retarded isolating introvert, i was pathetic as a man

TIME IS A FLAT CIRCLE

(obviously looked up because)

when kasey books us a conference room but her outlook won't load for me: hello angel tell me where are you, tell me where we go from here

gerard way?! what are you doing here, this year is dedicated to a different kind of emo

bullets has always been my fave tho, it's less mall emo than what was to come

it's a strange relisten tho, i can't take it seriously. "less" is still plenty

im not fond of it/its pronouns, not because they're "wrong" either morally or in aptness to their object, but precisely because they are apt and it has an insufferable personality

being mindful not to induce dysphoria, willow carefully replaces "its personality" with "its character"

ive discovered that i can't enjoy music at work because i can't give it the attention it deserves

maybe friday will be chill

the implications is that yesterday was not and today won't be eother

yesterday i recorded multiple takes of a a sentimental voice recording and made the wise choice not to send it

baby steps, slowly ill learn to stop recording them in the first place

met my cute claims ts in the elevator at 8:30 lol

kasey let the air out of my tires last night so she could spend more time with me and i think that's sweet

guy who wants to kill himself by carbon monoxide poisoning but lives in an apartment complex so he invites the neighbors to come help him in the garage

if i wrote a philosophy dissertation it would be on the ethics of cis girls who are theoretically bi but practically only date men saying faggot

it's obviously in service of The Good Life, i just have to figure out how...

moralist in the streets, pragmatist in the sheets (we are reading dewey at book club this week and it's cold)

"intentionality is beautiful," i say, with a delivery akin to "consent is sexy"

only difference is my statement is true

okay ive done a liiiitle too much the past few days, ive gotta chill a bit