she did block me on twitter at one point but that’s because i was liking every post when we were still talking, after that i just lurked. and yeah per my prev reply i didn’t know any tech xd

tbf i’m framing it a little more creepy than it is but not by much. i’d just check in every few weeks and get caught up bc i liked her personality, and thought our relationship was really cool before i got ghosted (im told for reasons independent of any of my actions)

yea at the time i didn’t really know bsky worked i was just stalking her twitter and knew she was here, when the opportunity presented itself i snagged an inv, and when i got here i decided to actually post myself in the meantime

in case you thought i was kidding about stalking goeo (these are from the day i joined bsky)

we have a ton of posts about this i’m surprised you didn’t hear about it sooner lol (im lying in the screenshot, i did it to see her posts here)

not very cool because she just selfishly used them for alts and wouldn’t even spare me one

i am the first-generation-mexican-american of bluesky (i think all immigration should have stopped the moment i got naturalized)

in other words, i miss when this place was just me and 2 million of my closest friends

great news chat

we showed a chimpanzee our (nonexistent) job description and he killed himself

i think i might have lost my credit card we’ll find out in about 20 mins

this is great it reminds me why i didn’t follow back in the first place

let’s go we made the periphery

i’m dreading coming home to web after seeing everyone post about it

i prefer to think of her as ‘unecessary bloat’

like yeah i only use Krita but hard drive space is cheap so i might as well keep Gimp around too

this image gives ‘i showed u my massive carrot pls respond’

it’s true, you’re a good puppyboy

mary

i want my anxiety back

the last month has felt like clenching, and now that i’m finally releasing the tension and returning to all-too-horrid normality, it makes me want to fall apart

i don’t recognize my disgustingly familiar self

the intern that set up this thing in 2021 really bungled it

mogged etc

jk this is embarrassingly low

yea they always do it early, but i don’t remember it being nov19 early

it’s taunting me

(this was originally about an issue with uYouPlus and the fact that youtube music and web didn’t have it populated, but now i was able to get it)

it’s terrible tho, i don’t use youtube as much as soundcloud these days, and youtube’s ability to categorize things as music is poor ime. all of these stats are very warped (slice of life podcast is cozy tho ig)

@kasey.cafe Olivia Rodrigo l m a o yea sure bud

> top 5 artists > 12 hours rank 1 mhm i am very confident this is accurate

not that im capable of experiencing music any longer anyways.

seriously this makes me want to kill myself. sep-nov ‘24 playlist is fucking disgusting. i hate being reminded i was once a person. i don’t like my metaphors and i want to punish myself for letting me become who i am

don’t think don’t think don’t think don’t think don’t think don’t think don’t feel don’t feel don’t feel don’t feel don’t feel don’t feel die die die die die die die die die :)

fun fact: if you like every post in this thread at once, it looks wacky

also this feed has been ruined by your pesky adoration smh

(this is another instance of below btw)

need

i need to but i have very few days because of undisclosed incidents

i don’t wanna be wired i want rest

boring

it’s super painful because i spend all my time at work, where i get blank stares if i use works as simple as “deterministic”, so i have to dumb myself down

i am burnt out

i really need to buy groceries

it’s been over a month lol

i also need to get back to posting a bunch, and making sure it’s all garbage. my usage here has ballooned but never on my own profile. now that i have friends it’s easier to just watch their more interesting lives

24h/week on the skyline, not counting web usage

🥳🥳🥳

fwiw i’m not satisfied with the explanation i gave above either, and i know it doesn’t capture your ‘why’. as usual, i can feel the impression much better than i can articulate