reactivating from bsky has been strange lately, idk if its just a my pds thing

lets try deaccing the mushroom

my projects are too fleeting right now but maybe that's okay

i feel excessively underdeveloped and fickle but maybe i'm still trying out things i don't like

i could visual novel or go or read but ive got albums to finish

im tired today and need to recover, maybe something more twinkly

my gacha had a good pull while i was bored at the party but i couldn't hover, literally 1984

thanks lily for getting me out

what the fuck i just met an actual bluesky resist lib live and in the flesh despite the handle, agp dot ceo is not that cool

ive kinda just wanted to go home for a while

four hours is a long time when you don't like anyone

nvm on the former, i kept up the latter tho

what do you call it when someone is pretty and cool but you're not so interested in them anymore

successfully avoiding embarrassing myself by failing to exhibit any personality

one dude came to tgirls night but his name is delton not david

free meeeeee

what a strange party

you'd completely pass if you stayed silent lol

let me innnnn im cold

am i retarded or are you inconsiderate

i should fix my diet :(

abramov @ing pdsls for the twelfth time this week:

small producer discords are always so cozy, it's really cool to see them give feedback to one another

oh that? that's my legacy wallpaper. it's deprecated now but we still keep it around

not for backwards compatibility reasons though, perish the thought

2001 was a cool year for music - guy born in 2001

the recurrent dilemma: eat ahead of the event (safe, predictable, loyal, macron) or eat at the event (participatory, risky, physically and socially uncomfy)

i'm never gonna get around to all of u

oh yea thats also why i kinda have a prohibition on likes on these accounts, they bring be back to thoughts gone by and make me self-conscious

constraints are good but these particular ones not so much

you don't have to do anything new, just cease the repetition

a bayesian approach to anilist

the real reason i used to commit my own posts to memory is that they made me really anxious and i would dwell on them

taro has made that pretty clear to me lol, i don't recall most of the things i say here nearly as strongly

another way of saying this is that i could recognize the symptom of backwards-looking self-referentiality as deleterious but (one of) the cause(s) was obscure until i instinctually pulled away

feels obvious in retrospect. most things in my life can be attributed to anxiety lol

was it working

letting my timer run out to reply to ur dms <3

im too tired to play anyway

after you finish your first playthrough of life you respawn and get to try a segmented speedrun

irl new game plus would be kinda boring, no reset permadeath is where all the suspense comes from

the pharmacy is harassing me

wild

i turn into the most vulgar, angry person playing go online

i'm so powerless and everyone is better than me its so frustrating :vulpesBark:

no news is good news

lowkey my amb ts is cruel for not doing the re-order utility lmfao

"i could run one utility that would fix everything or you could set up a rube gouldberg machine of cascading utilities and programmer options and set-item and custom import specs that may or may not work"

i sit so softly in my room the curtains fall down the window while the light beams won't shine through i'll talk, i'll talk, i'll talk, i'll talk, i'll talk i'll talk, i'll talk, i'll talk, i'll talk, i'll talk i'll talk, i'll talk, i'll talk, and i'll say whooo oooh

sometimes i catch up on the skyline and im like ayo it's time to break out this bad boi again