elixie do u remember that one time u asked “how intimidating do you think i am” and i replied with a high number?
i’ve been looking for it for ages, at this point im convinced i deleted my reply
beyond the day-to-day, i completely lack a sense of seasonality.
future events are not experienced with anticipation, merely the knowledge that landmarks will someday emerge from the muddy lake i’m swimming in
a younger me would abnegate all responsibility and declare this the month of critical taste cultivation, emerging weeks later with an unwieldy and unreadable blog post after obsessively devouring books and films and music and visual novels
also hit up my boi nietzsche, sometimes he feels more fitting and insightful by addressing the issue less directly than adorno. sometimes the temporal and cultural familiarity of the conditions adorno is speaking to feel almost too close for me, if that makes sense. depends on the mood