i think i appear more well adjusted now but it has taken an excruciating amount of effort to get to this point. i am tremendously sad and scared and sensitive at all times.
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i started today by recording a voice memo for danii where i just cried, and then i went to work where i cried into kasey's shoulder for a while. i'm more supported and have more coping mechanisms now but it still hurts and i'm usually very on edge.
and fwiw i like to keep it lowkey and don’t curate too sharply, im usually listening to music anyway and its a nice way to guide which direction i go. i have ~20 at this point (names censored)
i don’t crave clarity or simplicity. if you mean that you find my transition boring, that’s fine and fair. i similarly find your recent petulance boring.