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Since getting a job, life has moved unbearably slow. Not the pace overall, if anything I’ve been extremely hectic and busy, and now experience time in a completely different way (shoutout Postone on Newtonian time) - but moreso measured in terms of interesting thoughts.
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I’m so hype about it being dark earlier now

oh look it’s the purples
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sunday syndrome still goes so hard. one of the all time greats
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aspirationally gaunt

i'm self conscious about my typing speed

i like to save old code i write - even if its worthless and unproductive, i enjoy having a historical record of the failure


golden age of lofi pre-over-saturation was super comfy, its charming and quaint looking back


installing 12 firefox forks and replicating my config just to feel something

wearing the bracelet she made me today and all these years later it’s still the most fitting accessory i’ve ever had
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she understood and appreciated me in ways no one has since

i’m severely dehydrated and haven’t eaten all day, too much work to do today to bother with these corporeal trivialities … but now i hav headache 🤕



i have not slept and just impulsively bought a new ssd

job has fucked up how i msg ppl online which is rly sad bc it used to be my fav mode of communication
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now feels instrumental, like I’m checking off boxes and desperately trying to keep my to inbox clear
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i knew things like this would happen but it’s still incredibly depressing having my personality carved and mangled into docility and productivity
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i don’t care that I’m more “outgoing” in some cases and that it has some benefits. Like yeah I’ve acquired some new powers of course, but at the expense of crowding out others, and these powers are not primarily serving my interests. pro-sociality is cancer, i want to go back home. not safe here.

depressed low-t bitches stay winning - more time to wallow in despair and ruminate on all my imperfections

*gets 4 hours of sleep* *spends 9 hours in a heightened state of anxiety and dread at work* “Why am i so tired?”

Had a convo w a close coworker today about my gender since they asked and,, wow am i bad at talking to normies abt gender lol
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once i started trying to explain that i didn't want to be a manmoding heighthon oldshit trender and that it was easier being an enby coping egg repressor cissy, i realized i had shared too much
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i need to start archiving shit i love online more often. every time something goes down that i once cherished i feel enormous loss

wait fuck the fist is on the wrong side LOL

you gotta respect incelcore for ardently refusing to subsume itself into bedroom punk; the rejection of defanging is a constitutive element of its identity

I don’t really like Ceika’s explanation of unproductive labor. He makes it sound like you can just directly produce a good or service and exchange in exchange for money and since there isn’t an actual distinct capitalist therefore it’s not capital?? Self-employed people can still do productive labor
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Sure, the labor being performed isn’t productive *for the consumer*, but that’s irrelevant. He’s trying to ontologize the labor as such rather than treating it like a social relation.
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He criticizes others for their moralism in the video, (which yes, absolutely good to call out) but then lapses into it himself by painting unproductive labor as virtuous and then claiming the label for himself cheekily at the end.
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Also it’s rly curious that the abundance of quotes suddenly dries up when he gets to explaining the specifics of unproductive labor 🧐 hmmm we will never know the reason

To be more clear I should have said “not valorizing” instead of “not capital” - the “it” was a little ambiguous

this vid is so funny bc it's babies first philosophy, lit theory, and theology all wrapped into one and presented as complex and deep while being weirdly laudatory of a very standard (and underwhelming) authorial approach
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the real question is why do i care tho idk ig its just funny to see impassioned and fervent argumentation for lines of thinking that have had clear rebuttals since antiquity

i would've been so much cooler if i had been obsessed with vocaloid when i was younger. i kinda wanna try to get into it now.


tried to watch anime today. made it through one and a half episodes before taking a screenshot, then decided to spend the rest of the day adding functionality to my mpv screenshot script. comff

weird feature on mobile apps i don't understand is when shake detection triggers a bug report prompt. like ig they're assuming ppl get frustrated and shake their phone but like.. ok who actually does that lmfao. most of the time it just triggers on accident while i walk around leave me alone

sure, it matches the cliff notes summary of the lyrics. but the tone is completely mistimed. the IRL portions have visuals to match at every major point (ex. “by the morning, feel like magic” is paired with the girls seeing light coming from outside the studio),
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while the animation is very incongruent (ex. 0:54 yawning and bored in the car is paired with “perfect energy yeah we flawless yeah we free” which is then immediately followed by more apt IRL visuals).
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the animation doesn’t always miss (ex. percussion paired with the car starting is a nice touch), and granted, it’s way easier to keep consistent energy when you don’t have to tell a story, but overall the animation is ill-fitting and tacked on.

every time team 4 tries to do some media campaign thing its always this type of awkward ill-fitting confused mess. it would have indie dev failure charm if the budget wasn't so large lol
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to be clear, it's not like the whole thing is worthless. the alt designs of the characters are cute and clearly there was some individual proficiency on display, it just wasn't cohesive at all