the overwatch k-pop video is just such a miss, but in a really fitting way. the animation makes no sense with the song and there's no integration between the animation and the dancing, the animation itself is tame and inoffensive and bland.

this was not fun or a good idea. alcohol is nasty and gross and makes me feel bad

stress acne is mean >:(

i've had a weird desire to drink lately and i'm gonna do it tonight :3

flatpak theming is torture and impossible

mental health depression spiral prevented by japanese woman vocal nightcore yet again youtu.be/YexzPItkMQA?...

The entire album is fantastic, I just had it in my saved playlists waiting to listen for a while

i can't believe i hadn't listened to anything on this maedasalt alt before, so good saddudenightcore.bandcamp.com/music

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some days i feel like mr. krabs without the shell 🔥💯💵🤙💎 🙌

tension tension tension discomfort

after skipping a meal or two it’s really hard not to keep the momentum going. i miss being empty and frail and thin. it’s annoying that i cant feel the pangs anymore, they were really addictive. i want to be elegantly vacant, and instead i’m just a shameful, misshapen, disgusting wreck of a body.

Been a while since I got a cubicle shipment, feel like I’m 12 again

they were both really sandy ootb but once i found my lube it got a lot better. still realllyyy miss the magnets tho. and the external layers are a bit stiff on the 7, maybe i'll re-tension a bit

explicit criticism is much nicer (comforting even) relative to the fear of the silent judgement of others. although that's a bit unfair of a comparison, because it's the "fear of" clause is doing the heavy lifting, idc about silent judgment that much

I don’t think I used clause right lmao stfu loser

i'm lesbo-maxxing today (wearing flannel)

the whole attempt to comfort me by asking "i know you have anxiety when reaching out to co-workers, but think of it this way, how would you feel if someone reached out to you randomly to ask about something you know a lot about?" backfired when i told him i would be anxious about that too

I’m so fatigue… 1.5x is overwhelming, 100 bpm is overwhelming… brain go slow

i wanted to record a video diary reflecting on the evening I had with M, but my brother called needing help with his computer and now I’m too tired ;;

I ended up recording it anyway and it was some of the lowest quality thoughts possible

drinking coffee during our kiss break

windows updates are actually such a wild concept to me now. like your computer just being unusable for half an hour, thats insane.

i get that its cool to dunk on the brits but i actually find a lot of their expressions incredibly endearing

monday mornings are so rough for my eyes, first time they’re exposed to light in 64 hours

it’s actually super trippy and confuses my brain for a few minutes, like it has to re-acclimate itself to the existence of the sun

kawaii future bass and sadboi rap AMVs were historically the most important influences on getting me initially more interested in anime

the low hum of pc fans kinda comforting sometimes

unscrewed 3/4 of the lights in my room, still too bright when I’m forced to turn it on. gotta get softer bulbs

I didn’t know Mormons couldn’t have caffeine, that makes sense why the ones I knew had their own carbonation machine

even if i change the cover art there's no way i'm getting away with the title †新感覚獣姦魔法少女☆マジカル褐色ロリエルフ† - チカっとチカ痴漢

convos with some of my friends make me feel like a character in a socratic dialogue "it is certainly so, just as you have said. my brains must have been addled to even consider the contrary to your evidently astute judgement"

i phrased this so it sounded less conceited but the character in mind that i felt like was socrates lmao

grrr just give me pushback don't just agree >:(

my level of trust in relation to view count can roughly be modeled by: y = (100,000/x) - 10 where x is views and y is Trust Units

i tried to craft some cotangent abomination but that was too hard so we’re sticking with this

listening to my autistic homies is extremely comforting and very relatable but then i get weird moments where i worry i’m just being dramatic and appropriating real struggle and it’s like bro you don’t even believe in the ontology of psychology much less the tiktokification of it, don’t sweat it

ig just worried i’m a trender. sucks because the whole conversation is in reference to a diagnosis and I just need to drop that and focus on the particulars that resonate nominalism

2cp…..

current solution to adblock: - use youtube site directly as a front end - Context Command EXecutor extension to open context menu - open in mpv still feeling out invidious, but yeah we'll see. wild that my phone is better for ads atm

CCEX: addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefo... if you use a firefox fork remember to symlink native-messaging-hosts: gitlab.com/NamingThings... about:addons > ccex > preferences

also if you wanna use flags like --auto-window-resize=no make sure your mpv is updated, some distros' packages are out of date (mine was) mpv.io/installation/ fruit.je/apt

idk why i started writing this as a how-to guide in the second person lmfao

the sponsorblock script is cool github.com/po5/mpv_spon...

still have to worry about setting playback speed too high for the streaming rate. if i just care about audio --no-video is great, but i wonder if there's a good way to switch up the resolution on the fly

this seems to work for now to stop 4k: ytdl-format=bestvideo[height<=?1080][fps<=?60][vcodec!=?vp9]+bestaudio/best mpv.io/manual/maste... and i can just add more presets for 720p or lower, as i expected there's no way to change resolution once the file is loaded

The straights are not ok

Girl: hey do you have any advice about my relationship Uber driver guy: ok but what if you had sex with me instead You could not torture this out of me

i don’t interact with anyone on here at all really, it’s funny to see who it pulls in