ooh baby a triple

I hate gift I hate holiday :( sorry for your human connection

charge your phone >:(

poor phone ;-;

I turn into such a blabbermouth around my brother lol

i’m unironically looking forward to the end of the month so i can have fresh data for my budget

orange lounge!!!

against my strong urge to be an obscurantist, i will provide the sauce (this is mostly for my own selfish reasons so i can listen when i go through my skeets [vom] later). i didn't appreciate this album nearly enough the first time i listened a while ago.

i need to listen to more swing rhythm music - as long as i can avoid the PTSD flashbacks of playing in jazz band it's very enjoyable

my analyst doesn’t know what a PB HAR is it’s all over vro

there’s so much goofy jargon in this job lmao

i love coding with 3x speed music :>

anthropology underestimates the extent to which the subjects of its study are self aware duplicitous poasters

damn, post ironic memey posting doesn’t work when you follow it up by genuinely being a whiny sensitive bitch

ugly and fat 🙃

keygen blues

her hand print lingers on my windshield from when she crushed that bug….. 💔

How is it possible that 100% of the mail I receive is intended for a recipient that is not me, and how come there are 5 different identities receiving mail at my address

Noooo do NOT let the retarded puppy (me) change production!!!! Retarded puppy (me): *paws at your void and repost utility* arf arf uwu Oh god half the UCLs were excluded Some hard drive containing PHI in Arkansas: *sizzles and pops*

Update on this lovely never ending saga

somehow today I ended up explaining subahibi to 5 coworkers in a meeting today and someone looked it up and found the phrase “abhorrent sexual content”

i should probably feel more shame about it than i do lol

the world is a vast agglomeration of violent abstractions and intersecting oppressive systems some rich white guy from the global north: ok but have we considered how this makes the functionally pacifying source of cultural reproduction mildly more inconvenient for me to access

hopefully this bout of youtube being as openly hostile to ux as possible will be enough for me to break my addiction

invidious is fine but feels held together by duct tape, is a chore to use, is actually more difficult to block certain elements like shorts, and remains reliant on the base of youtube.

the reformist in me genuinely think free file hosting should be a public service, and that there should just be really robust APIs so people can just choose their preferred front-end

it would never work, moderation would be a nightmare, you'd have to be draconian with rate limiting and the like, but idk

youtube is just so obviously the only game in town and it fucking sucks. the ideal would obviously be a decentralized protocol blah blah blah you've heard it all before and it will fail for all the same reasons the rest do

it could be paradise but it's really just california etc

It’s nice how I made it through summer into fall wearing hoodies the whole time

Dawg make up your mind

I know the screenshot shows a different link but 1) they actually sent 2 takedown notices before for both links 2) obviously it’s the same image

i like the angsty samples at the start of midwest emo songs

Pragmatism claims that the philosophical impulse begins when one encounters problematic situations, a failure that forces one into reflection. I can confirm that this is true because my life is a recurrent series of failures.

in my head it was a lot more quippy and less dour

Yesterday was a really really good day. Felt like I was beaming w joy at points, mentally stimulated, and had high energy. Today just kinda sucked and felt no motivation and frustration.

just realized my phone can wirelessly charge and I’ve had a Qi charging station sitting next to me for the past 4 years with an extra open spot

College was cool because it let me be a coddled baby without adult responsibility for a while so I could figure stuff out, but guess what? I’m still too stupid. Guess I better apply for grad school.

vulgar Marxism base-superstructure analysis but it’s my gut biome determining my psychological state

*hits blunt* Psychological state p supervenes on the bacteria in my tummy Philosophy of mind in shambles, the undergrads will henceforth refuse to read Dan Dennett or David Chalmers

obv the anti-adblock is egregious, but the most tragic change in this update batch is that mouse clicks outside of the add to playlist prompt actually work to click on things now. i don't want to click your x, just let me close the prompt grrrr

I just realized one way of interpreting the phrase “categorical attraction to ___” is “attracted to the category of ___” which is way different than “attracted to ___ ‘without exception or qualification’”. I had always disliked the phrase bc of the latter meaning, but the former is totally tenable.

my discord diary has atrophied since i started posting here

Evidence #542

today i was on a call with someone for several hours talking through their relationship issues and they seemed to really like my advice and appreciate my listening, but tbh i was a little bored and thought they both were completely wrong-headed

i'm not sure if their appreciation is a reflection on my "wisdom" (their words) or their relative inexperience and immaturity

hiding my power level and contextually picking my battles is abstractly a cool skill, but is kinda bland in practice - i'm just waiting to hear something i can meaningfully engage with

she's like the only person that has been able to function with my relationship preferences long-term and i'm very appreciative